Why do I even bother?

Lately, I've been feeling a bit unappreciated.

Am I not allowed to have a life?

A majority of my readers are patient with me.

But there are few that are impatient.

So I will say this once and only once.

My fics are NOT incomplete, I am NOT on hiatus, and I do NOT like hearing people say "update soon".

I've been trying hard to write.

But when I get comments like "I've been waiting a long time, update soon".

I just lose interest in updating.

It makes me feel like my readers don't give a damn about how I feel and only want an update.

Then when I update, they complain about waiting so long. 

I'm probably overthinking things.

But I just had to let this out.

I love my patient readers.

And I'm glad they read my fics.

But to the impatient ones, please stop it.

 

Honestly, in a year, I'll stop writing fics.

And focus on school.

So enjoy my updates while they last.

Unless I decide to change my mind (doubt it).

 

 

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taefany09 #1
I completely understand what you feels chingu :) and the only thing I can advice you to do is to just ignore those kind of comments. You are deeply appreciated so stop thinking that you're not. You might not feel it coz I really at explaining, showing my feelings and everything, but I'm always here, appreciating and admiring all your hard works. Keep it cool. If some don't appreciate you then don't mind them, just think of those people who do and let them inspire and motivate you to continue. Alcina all the way~ lolz
ambrosaur
#2
Ah damn who the hell is being impatient? >__> Imma shoot them down for you. Dude ignore them, they can't write to even save their lives. It's your call if you want to stop writing, but if you enjoy writing then don't. :/