well, first and foremost...

i totally a new galz here...

the one that i love of course my family...

yes, and also shinee aspecially minho..

the first time i saw minho in dream team, i falling in love with him..

honestly before i met hm, i just break up with my former ing boyfriend..

that is the time where i always hurt myself and become a real emo girls...

the only i think is want to commit suicide.. stupid right???

thanks to my friends and my family for alwyas being with me along the session i start my counselling session...

now, i'm afraid to falling in love again until i met minho...

kyaaaaaaa.... how i wish i can see him in front of me...

but, i can't coz, i live far away from him..

i just can saw him on tv and enjoying seeing him having agreat day and healthy...

he is the one who help me to forget about all the pain i have inside...

not help me directly but, when i see him laugh, smile it automatically cure me from day to day...

to shawold, don't misunderstanding okay?

 i just love him so much until now i can;t compare him to any others men want to approach me..

its feel like im cheating on him if i fall in love with someone else...

but, thanks to him, im not hurting anymore... how i wish i can see him someday face to face having a chat with him...

well, that my dream.. and i wish he can read what am i writing now is truly deep from my heart...

i love him so much until i cant breathe and get easily jealous when there is rumours about him with other girls...

i will love minho forever and ever... he is my only love... though he is not acknowledge me..

at least he acknowledge there are many his fans out there love him including me...

GOD, am i too romantics to say this????

hehehehehe...  the one that i love after my family is CHOI MINHO...