Happy and Sad Kat

 

Lovely fireflies, how have you been lately? You're still healthy, aren't you? The weather ain't giving you troubles, is it? I hope everything is alright at you place, with you and your families...

I know I've been gone for quite some days now, but this week that passed I've been working in two different museums, so it was pretty difficult. But I enjoyed it!^^ At least, some of the days were nice... 'Coz this weekend I went back to Rasnov's Citadel, where my crush works and...hmmm...I did something wrong to him. I ignored him because a week before, when we met at a festival, I left without him and as I went down the road with my friends, I climbed up on a not that tall wall made of white stone, that went down alongside with the road. And please imagine that on the right side of this semi-tall wall(it reached my waist, that's how tall it was), it was something like a cliff (we were on a hill that's in the centre of the city, where Brasov's Citadel is situated; it's just like Rasnov's Cidatel, only that it's smaller and it was transformer into a restaurant...but that week, there was the Citadels' Tournament...) Anyway! And as i was walking down that wall(it was pretty thick), I heard someone honking and yelling 'GET DOWN FROM THERE!' behind us and as my best friend let go of my hand to see who it was, I unhinged and I was about to fall. I don't get scared easily. I really don't! But at that moment I practically saw all my life running in front of my eyes TT.TT So yeah...when we met this passing weekend, I remembered what he did to me and I decided to ignore him *sighs* Bad idea!

*sighs*

Want to know the ending of all of this?

Then please, read this:

 

:: Beautiful Corner ::

 

Kat's Out~~

P.S. I love you, guys! And I hope you all liked my handwritten letter *giggles*

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DarkShadow #1
sheeesh... hope ur ok...
E_magine #2
I read your thing and tbh it's his pain if he doesn't forgive you. UN-forgiveness is drinking a bottle of poison and expecting the other to die. Don't worry you've done your part by apologizing and its up to him to forgive. If he doesn't then it won't hinder you except for your relationship with him but trust me dear you don't want that sort of person to be with. He's still a boy and not a man.
painful--doubleyou #3
Saengie, I'm honestly really confused about this. Could you explain to me so I can try to help? Like, PM me if you're willing to ^^
aznawzmao #4
Unnie I read your confession, and honestly? If he doesn't forgive, don't be afraid to walk away.
I'm not a devout Christian, but maybe you are, and honestly, all religious texts are inspirational, have some truth, and make us better people:
"But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. be merciful, just as your Father is merciful."
-Luke 6:35-36
"Behold what manner of love the Father has given unto us, that we should be called the children of God." - 1 John 3:1
He said "'Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.' Father, forgive them, for if they only knew. If they only knew their own brokenness, could only see that they need Me. If they only knew the abundant life that I'm preparing for them, only knew that this blood is poured out for them. If they only knew, if they could only imagine the glories of heaven, could only feel the weight of it and then, finding grace laid out for them, if they could only be forgiven. 'Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.'"
Unnie, you deserve better. If he chooses not to forgive you, it's his choice. Don't always rely on certain people-we have our own problems and our faults. Instead, rely on God or the spiritual being of your faith. They are strong enough to hold you, to endlessly love you, and to forgive you.
You will find happiness again. You will always have more chances. You will find someone to share that happiness with.
So if you choose to walk away, stop with the apologizing, and not look back, please don't feel any piece of regret. You don't deserve that.
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