The real thing about jooyeonlee

 

I don’t know if you will read this until the end. But if you will, let me hug and thank you right now. =)

I am writing this post from the bottom of my heart.

Okay, let me just take a deep breath! HMMMM HAAAAAA  alright, alright. I just have so many things in my head right now, I don’t know where to start. Okay, here I go.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaah.

First of all, I know you guys [especially 16&Pregnant Subscribers] are all waiting for me to update for like  a thousands of years yet I’m still not updating.

You know, to be honest with you guys, my life right now is getting really stressful as heck.

At school I am piled with tons of works and stuff, I need to be active on my organizations and clubs (such as drama club, dance club, campus journalists club, pep squad...) and when I go home by evening the only thing I do is to get a rest. Same goes the next day. I wake up, get my stuff done at school, go home, rest.

I’m also a member of a kpop cover group.  [I think I’ve mentioned this in one of my past blogs]

and believe me, it's not easy to juggle everything. 

Here’s another thing that makes my life more complicated than ever [I just want to be honest with you]: I’m currently experiencing a terrible heartbreak.

So, there’s this guy and we used to love each other until I discovered that he’s just using me and he’s just lying about everything between us. Worst part? He did something horrible that almost made me experience a bad case of emotional breakdown. [whoah there instant fanfiction right here]

IT WAS THE MOST PAINFUL THING EVER.

But then, I came to think about this. God wouldn’t give me challenges that I cannot solve.

So, here I am right now, trying to cope up with so much stress in life, trying to recover from that heartache, and starting to live better. 

Let me just say this now:  this is it, guys, really. I will continue writing again and try to update but not as often as possible. I’m sorry about this I still don’t know when will I update, but one thing’s for sure- I will never abandon my fics, don’t you worry. ^^

I’m sorry if I’m not able to reply to all of you, but I want to tell you that I LOVE ALL OF YOU and I will always do. I will be forever thankful for having supporters/friends like you. I don’t know how should I express it, but yeah, thank you guys. thank you for everything! :”>  You know I love you all, right? 

So yeah, so much for my life story. Haha! ^_^ *HUGS EVERYONE*

 

an update for today:

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/139901

^_^

 

 

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InfiniteAddictxD #1
Forget about that jerk arasso? We will always support and love you ^^ Unnie thank you for writing fan fics they are awesome :D Thank you so much xD Hwaiting!!!
1069inspirit #2
Hi hi hi
I'm your new reader I read your fic within 2 days *i know i should go get a life* and i'm waiting for your next update :D
Cheerrrrr UP!!! Life go on :'D And i got your back!!
HottestElf #3
Awww, cheer up eonni! :)
KyissQ #4
Hwaiting unnie( or probably dongsaeng :b ) ~ ! :D
But all the readers here will be supporting you ! Just forget about that guy ya? :3 Stay strong and rmbr we always <3 you ! :DD
Infinite--Inspirit #5
Hwaiting!! Stay strong author nim!! That guy isn't worth it... There are many guys out there who are actually so much better than that jerk. I'm saying this because I've gone through the same thing as you had. That guy would probably regret using you because he'll get his karma soon. Trust me author nim!!
viola_jeongmin #6
author-nim, you're cute . . . :3
BananasForJae #7
But hey, what doesn't kill us will make us stronger, right?
It's hard right now but it'll get better. And when it does get better it will be A LOT better than it was before. Just trust Him and try and pray.
Good luck with all your school work and other activites!
Really cliche but there IS someone better out there. :D
BananasForJae #8
I know exactly what you're going through. Went through/still am going through the same thing. It hurts so freaking much.
I found that a change in scenery helped me. And see if you can get a pastor you trust to pray for you. I was/kinda am going through actual depression and I was/have been a bit better after that.
MissAshleyCakes #9
Stay strong girly! I got your back 100%!! I will definitely pray for you! :3
I understand the stress. School is killing me right now. -____-
I was hoping everything was okay. Cuz I was waiting for your update! I'm glad you updated today! But take your time with the next chapter! Rest comes first! You have a lot on your plate!
Jaechibap #10
Stay strong, God will always be there to guide you. God will support you no matter what. In life it's like a race, we run, and eventually we fall, but when we fall, we need to believe and trust God, then we need to learn to stand up to run again. That is the race of life. Stay strong and keep fighting!
We're here to wait even if it takes a thrillion years for you to update. Hwaiting!
sullestial #11
Ahhhh unniieee! I really hope you're doing okay! You don't have to update often. Take 5 years if you have to, you shouldn't force yourself to update for us. Your health and happiness is what's most important to me and I really admire your strength right now! Try not to overwork yourself Chingu~
inspirit0011 #12
*hugs back* i hope you stay strong ! it's okay if don't always update your fic . Good to hear that your still writing . Please don't stop writing cause your fic is AWESOME ;)
chunjinnie #13
Be strong! <33 That experience can make you even more a great writer. :) Don't worry, even though you will update after another thousand years, we will still gonna read it coz it's so so great! :) Fighting! Goodluck to your school. Time management! :)
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