So, I've become quite discouraged with this site.  Don't get me wrong, I love coming up with original stories to entertain but the problem is I don't know if I do entertain at all.  I know I'm not supposed to resent silent readers but whose to say I even have any at all.  I try to get readers involved but ultimately fail.  However, maybe my mood has more to do with my ultimate place in life right now than the actual lack of reinforcement from this place.  I write because I have nothing much to do and there's always something in my head to keep me busy.  I love JYJ/DBSK just as much as I did before.  Hell, maybe even more.  I've even paid over $100 just to see Xia this coming September.  Writing with them as inspiration is not really any burden. 

I don't know.  A little encouragement would be nice.  I do this for my own satisfaction and I love it.  But feedback is important for someone who likes to write.  It doesn't change much but it's nice little push that makes you smile.  And I'm failing to really see much interest in my stories right now.  Maybe I'm impatient.  But why really show these to people if no one really has much interest in them?  I much rather just write for myself and keep them to myself.