I just need this.. Sorry.. LOL

Why do I need to be very fat???????????????????????????????? I seriously hate myself...I'm wasting my talent that I can't be proud of because I'm overweight... I'm really depressed.. Well, yeah~ I just want to share how miserable my life is because I'm a very fatty assh*le! *Sorry for the words..* 

 

Luckily, some appreciated my covers..but still..Because I'm like this..in school, they won't even believe that I actually dance...!

 

Their faces would go like.. "Are you kidding me?* looks at me from head to toe*"

 

I need to lose weight already because I'm wasting so much blah blah!! 

 

I just needed to let this all out because I'm seriously losing hope already...

 

I actually wanted to be an idol but HOWWW??? With this disgusting body of mine..Even if I have the most beautiful face..*Not saying I have okay?~* They won't see anything good to me, just my freaking gigantic body!!!!!!!!!!!!! And add me being tall!! How big I am if you add my height!!

 

I want to kill myself for even letting myself be fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Dance is my whole life but I don't even know how to be really proud of it..I've posted dance covers..but of course..people won't really notice my dance..only my body..

 

T T.

 

Aish! I need to update my fic now... Gotta go~

 

Thanks for letting me go blah blah blah here...

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IHateJustinBieber #1
THANK YOU GUYS!~ I KNOW I'M BEING PATHETIC FOR EVEN MINDING THOSE PEOPLE..I JUST.. yeah..Thanks anyway~ LOve you guys!~ Fighting, I hope I can lose weight..Haha xD
sujufanify #2
nope, its okay...just dance and dance and do some excersise in the morning regularly do some walk after dinner and just do some work with your amma, i mean dont be a lazzy person,then see how fast you can be normal. BTW! it does not matters if you are fat, i mean at least you can dance well. i cant do good dance :(
DSCZImInsane #3
Look yo. I really doubt you're fat. okay? Even if you are, I am too and You know what? I know how you feel. I was a dancer. A damn pretty amazing one too. And I'm a freerunner/traceur. AND an MMA fighter. I had to move up so many weight classes and fight so many people older than me, and I'm only 5 feet tall. If you really feel that bad about your weight, just work on it. I just recently got out of surgery so I can't do my activities anymore. YOU still can. Really. If you're good at something, they'll see you for your talent anyways, so why bother? Look. I'm 14 years old, 140 pounds, 5 feet tall. Yet one of the most respected people in and out of school. Why? Because I don't give a flying about who calls me fat. If you do that, People will care less too. So please hon, don't stress. it's bad for your skin. ;)
KimSeokjinwifey #4
I envy you T^T. Even though you're fat... You can still dance but if you compare it to me, I may be skinny but I don't know how to dance. People always say that I am the most worst at dancing and blah blah blah. I don't know what my talent is. I don't know how to dance, sing nor act. Aigoo. I wish I can find my talent T^T
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