Please stop spreading news about Lay's past life. At first I find it interesting but now it just irritates me. Sorry for creating this post I just need to let out my emotions. I know it is too personal for Yixing's part, it happened when he was still Yixing and not Lay; so please stop. If they will meet again and continue their relationship just let it be; it is not our problem anymore. Yes I like them two because they showed me that TRUE love does exist and that sacrifice is always around. As a fan, no as a human I love Zhang Yixing so much, I don't know why but I am in a point that I can't even control my emotions. I like him so much that I can't even read that letter for him, because it will just give me a bittersweet emotion. Lay's ex-girlfriend was the sweetest girl ever in his life and we can't doubt it but I will be prank to say that I can be hurt because I LOVE Yixing too. Even this is a fangirl's love or one sided love I don't care; I just want to support him with all my heart. I don't care if he will go back to her and love her more I just want him to be happy. I don't know what to do anymore because I can't fight the feeling of loving him so much. Their is something in my mind that I really want to be a "dream come true", I want to see Zhang Yixing in person, I don't care if he will just smile at me or find me an invisible person, I just want to see him that's all. I want to see him happy even though his happiness was caused by someone else. Yixing's ex must be our ideal person, sacrificing for the one she loves, it is not that easy to do that. I salute her for that. Still, I will always be here to support LAY and Yixing, his success will also be the happiness of his ex, I know! I love you LAY, always stay the same and show your talent to everyone. Again, Lay, they boy who shows passion and love to music, it is my overwhelming pleasure to be your fan and to love you.

- QIN