What is a DAD?

I am soo frustrated right now..

 

My youngest sister just had a major heart surgery on Monday. Since yesterday he's been bugging me about her condition, it's not like i don't want to tell him but it's just ing annoying how he doesn't make an effort to visit her youngest daughter. The one who's been sick since birth but nobody knew until we came to Canada. The one he haven't seen in a year, and the one who already forgot her father's name.

Yes, she already forgot her father's name. My mom was asking what's the name of her family members and when it came to when she asked her papa's name, she didn't answer. And this made me wonder. She already forgot his name, maybe he doesn't even know what he looks like anymore.

Arrrrgggghhh... my life is so messed up.

Sorry for posting this here. I just don't know where to vent out these things anymore. I have no friend to talk to and no one gives a about listening about my problems..

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silversoul_snow
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aww... don't worry! you can always rant on aff haha. omo. i feel so sad for you! are you ok? you can always come to me to rant even though we don't know each other haha. cheer up!

no offence... but think of it this way, if your father really doesn't care about your youngest sister, then isn't it better for her to forget him? instead of her living and knowing that she has a father that doesn't care about her at all and has to go through a lot of emotional stress. is your sister alright now?

haha. sorry if that way of thinking offended you in anyway, if it does, you can always bash me on the head for it. either way, cheer up! think life in a positive way. no friend? lemme go and scream at those who call you 'your friends'. sigh. haha. remember if you don't have anyone to talk to in real life, come onto aff! there will always be ppl who care (like me who is being very cheesy even though i usually am not so i hope that you'll forgive my cheesiness haha)

p.s. life really is messed up. argh. :)