it's just so hard. The friend who said i';m so important to her and the person i consider my best friend tell me she doesn't want to be my friend anymore because i hang aroung with another friend. she doesn't like my new friend and abandone me ? it'\s just not fair for me.

i thought it's not a big deal and maybe she's mad and we'll come around the next day. but no. she meant it. she ignore me. hang out with others. do not care about me any more. it really hurt me at times i just wanna cry in front of her so she'd know how much she has hurt me. without her i feel so lonely, no matter how other people talk to me, i still miss her.

and i try. i try to talk to her agian but i think she doens't wan tmy friendship anymore. maybe it';s just me alone who thnk this friendship is precious.

whether it's precious to her or not, it's not important anymore. our friendship is in the past and i just want to be happy again.

how do i stop liking her and be happy again?