So today I've come to the epic conclusion that I'm insane. Totally, completely, insane.

I have caught myself many times screaming profanities at my computer over what?......... Stupid es in manga that mess with my ing story!!

Everytime a character did something I didn't like I would start screaming about how they were a ing and I would kill them. I was in, what I affectionately call, "kill a " mode. I mean seriously. Why do ed have to mess with my perfect couple. I mean they have enough problems on their own. They do not need a dumb getting in the way of that but of course, that's what makes the story.

Frankly, I think I'm angry because I can't write stories as captivating as the mangas I read. And if I even slighly interpret an idea from a manga I'm reading I'll feel like I'm cheating the original author. It could be in a different place, with different people, in a completely different setting and plot background but just that underlying thought that I got this idea while reading a manga kills it for me.

Ahem... in any case (I really do say that way to much) turning to other things. The Start ot the Last, and the End of the First will have a twist in it that I just came up with. It's going to make my readers slightly angry with me but I promise I'll make up for it. This is why my one shots are never oneshots. They turn into a mini story that last like 5 chapters. In the case of my Joon story maybe 10. I need to control the plotbunnies more. They pop up at the worst times.

Well I guess that ends this segment of a day in the life of a slightly depressed, bored teenager. Until anouther day. Anyeonhi geseyo!