No , the title isn't a printing error . but .. now that you think about it .. sounds weird huh ? OKAY , STOP REPEATING THE WORDS.

I am now on a sensitive topic, soooo... if you know me and you feel hurt , I'm sorry but I've felt worse. Whenever I'm with my group of 'friends' , it is always about THEM , THEM AND THEM. I'm not asking for a spotlight or a microphone wherever I go , but HEYYY , I'm existing right infront of your eyes!

Now , I may sound a little whiney- whenever I'm upset or feeling down , none of them gives a flying about my feelings. But when some other girl feels down , all of them starts tailing her and trying to cheer her up. And i'm standing there like ..

 When it is recess time , it's always , "Hey ____, come !" OR "Let's wait for ______!" It's never " HEY! LET'S WAIT FOR 'GIKWANGII'!" NEVERRRR. Well, at least not with her.

There's a certain girl that hates me . I know the reason : SHE HATES ME CAUSE I AM BETTER LIKED BY THIS POPULAR GIRL . Psssh , primary school much. Every chance she gets, she will try to get the girl away from me. And I'm like...

  it's not my problem you ain't on my level . Plus, she sometimes bosses that girl around. Like that time when that girl and I had plans and she was like " Don't follow her , please .. " EWWWWW UGHHH GAG.

A classmate recently told me that a girl from the same class liked my crush . I was actually figting back tears , but since I'm the 'strong' Cancerean girl I am , I managed to hold it in. So , here's what happened : ME - ____, I know who you like! And she was like- I don't like anyone! Me- DON'T LIEEEEE! And her reaction - FINE! I LIKE SUPERJUNIOR! [GAAAAH PATHETIC MUCH] And I was like - You like ... your 'Dad' ? ______, how could you ! You know i like him ! And she was - PLEASEEE DON'T TELL ANYBODY. See , soooooo self-centred. 

Notice that I called my crush 'Dad' . See, in my class , we all have this weird family tree thingy , so I'm her mum . *facepalmtimestwooooothousand.

But , my crush isn't in my class , sooooo he doesn't know about it . Imagine how embarassed I would be ! MY CRUSH LOOKS LIKE MINWOO FROM BOYFRIEND ! AWESOMMEEEEEEEEE <3 But , he wears specs , how awesomee ! no , actually , not awesome at all .. just .. super handsome <3

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Till next time , 

Gikwang's Wife , Gikwangii <3

xx