How do I even begin to describe these boys? Well I can’t call then boys anymore since they have passed the 1000 day mark, right? But I can call them for who they are, BEAST. B2ST. 비스트. But whatever we may call them; they will always be our number one.

In the beginning, I really didn’t like them, but those were in my stages when I wanted to rebel and be on my own. The immature and naïve little me didn’t realize such talent stood before my eyes. Whenever I would see them, I would criticize them and comment on how awful their songs and dances were. I was literally the term ‘Anti-B2UTY’ and being of full Korean blood and origin [I was born in Korea], my parents didn’t understand how I could despise such a group so much.

But even then I knew, they were pulling at my heart but I refused to give in. I refused to acknowledge them as anything but another ‘wanna-be-idols’. Every time I heard their songs or saw their posters, such I would try to memorize them, the faces, the moves, the beats, but being the stubborn person I was I purposely tried to stay away. I pushed them away from me, and would want them gone.

But when I finally decided to check them, since I was a bit late for ‘Shock’ I decided to watch ‘Breath’. It was supposedly a comeback stage for them or somewhat. When I watched it, I was so moved. I was deeply moved and wondered why I didn’t realize that they were such talents when I saw ‘Bad Girl’ on the same stage.  I didn’t realize I had a smile on my face until my parents pointed it out for me. I was embarrassed. Me, their daughter who hated BEAST and would complain about them for the past year, was enjoying their most wondrous song and was singing it the very next day. I don’t know what came over me, but I’m glad it did.

My bias, Yang Yo-Seob, the one who debuted with blonde hair? I would state that I hated him the most, but in truth he was the one I was watching all the time whenever a music program was on with my parents. He was the one that grabbed my attention. And now whenever I talk about BEAST and Yo-Seob, especially Yo-Seob, all my friends and my mother would say, ‘You know, you used to hate them. Especially Yo-Seob.’ But in reply I would only reply, ‘I did?’

I soon found out that whenever I was sad or angered or depressed, I would have BEAST playing on high volume and singing along to their songs. Throughout these 1000 days, I have memorized all of their songs, memorized all of their dances, and took in every information about them as I could from pre-debut days to now. In anything they may do and say, I support them. Fully 1000% without any doubts or any discern about the things they are doing.

They have become my ultimate bias boy group in history. I can’t go on a day without a track from them. They have become my oxygen, my love, and my heart. They have taken my heart as they have promised and I may be a fool for giving it to them but I have no regrets whatsoever. Because if I could turn back time, I would have given it to them since the very beginning, since the moment they set foot on that debut stage. Thank you BEAST. For so many things I can’t express because I may bore some people to tears. But I will soon enough.

Thank you for being my hope. My salvation. My breath. My life. I hope you may never change your ways and know how grateful I am that you have joined CUBE Entertainment. Thank you and I hope you will always stand tall no matter how hard the winds may blow. Thank you BEAST.

With undying love,

Baby Vitna <3

비스트 데뷔해주셔서 감사함니다~!

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