I'm so upset right now, and what's worse is that I'm afraid to complain.

I'm afraid to be myself anymore. Because I don't want to be called annoying and irritating, and have people go behind my backs anymore.

I'm so upset with this problem that happened months ago, because it scarred me. I'm so upset by it. I don't know who my real friends are anymore. You can say you're my friend, but how do I know you aren't saying differently to other people.

Is it wrong to want one person to say they love me? To tell me the things they like about me? I have such low self esteem, and I'm just so afraid to be rejected my the people I think are my friends. I wish I could just know.

I wish one of my friends would give me a list of things they like, and dislike about me.

You might think that a friend shouldn't dislike something about another, but there are things that do annoy and frustrate us as human beings.

I want to improve as a person. I want to be sure my friends like me for who I am. Not for who they hear I am, and not for who they were told I am. I want my friends to like me for me.

Right now I could really use some reassurance. But I feel like a desperate loser asking for it..