ohymgod. i know this is totally unimportant, but i just wanted to type it down and read it to myself.

*sigh*

this has been like ... my 6th kpop related dream ? aigoo ~ >_____< and this time it involved an Infinite member.

I've had one with L and one with Sungyeol, but those dreams were weird considering I only chatted with them for a few seconds and they had to leave. I mean ... IT WAS BETTER THAN NOTHING ! but i at least wanted a bit of skinship to happen. ;_______;

but now im entirely satisfied. and although im woohyun biased i ended up having an L dream. which i didn't expect. I try REALLY HARD to keep myself faithful to woohyun, but myungsoo keeps getting in the way ! aish ~ why do you do this to me L ??? can't you see im trying to remain loyal to my boo woohyun, hm ? you're fanservice isn't helping me at all !

wahhh, but i don't blame this kid. he's extremely talented with fanservice. from his lips to smirking at fancams, I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH !

anyway ~ i'll continue to what happened in my dream ...

I was at a concert at a korean school and it was pretty big.On stage was a band that I didn't really know, but just watched anyway. I looked at who they were and I laid my eyes on Myungsoo. He didn't have his regular black hair from their BTD era, but he had BLONDE hair like in that Japanese drama that he was going to be in. and it actually looked ... HOT on him. *______*

i've seen photoshopped pictures of him in blonde and it just looked flat-out wrong. but in my dream it was like a burst of extra hotness filled the room. also, he was playing the electric guitar instead of the aucoustic one (; he wore a black v-neck with dark skinny jeans and although it was simple, he definitely looked spazz-worthy.

after they finished performing on stage, he looked really upset for some reason. as if he didn't enjoy the cheers the crowd was giving him. so, subconsciously, i went backstage as if i knew where exactly to go. which i didn't really understand since it wasn't my school, but meh, it was a dream.

so i finally reached backstage and there was L, being all pouty and frustrated as he was taking the strap of his electric guitar off his shoulders. he was right in front of my very own eyes. I couldn't believe it. there wasn't even security backstage ! :DD i guess it was my lucky night.

after a few minutes, he just stood there with his head hung low and i stayed in my position for a while too. but i couldn't take it anymore and suddenly just went for his hair and started playing with it. well, instead of playing with it like a child, i was kinda ...  the back of his head in a everything's-okay matter. 

then he shot his head up and stared DDEEEEPPP into my eyes. we were about the same height, i was just a couple inches shorter, but of course in reality im a freaking midget ... i was still his hair, but i stopped when he leaned his forehead against mine. it was so quiet, you could hear his uneven breathing, regardless of the huge amount of people outside. it was like someone used a mute button on them, so they'd shut up.

i put my hands down, slowly, not really understanding what he was doing, but OUT OF NOWHERE, he hugs me by the waist and pulls me closer to him. i, however, didn't take long to react and just hugged him for DEAR LIFE. we weren't in a life-and-death situation, but it somewhat seemed that way.

he didn't want to let go of me and neither did i. we hugged each other even tighter when we felt like the other person was about to let go. but what i enjoyed was that i felt his hug. I FELT IT. like it was actually happening in real life.

then, he softened the hug and whispered "I love you."

i stuttered as i responded back with an "I love you too."

It didn't make sense what-so-ever as to how he would say such a thing, since we had just met. but it seemed like we already knew each other. as if ... i was a friend that came to support him at a mini concert and he just happened to feel all depressed because he couldn't handle hiding his feelings for me anymore. and now he was relieved and just held onto me like there was no tomorrow.

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SDKFHSKDJFHSKDHF. WAEE !?!?!? WAEE !?!?!? WAE !?!??!?! why did it have to end like this ?! TT~TT i was enjoying the dream, but it just had to end ! aigoo ... my biase list is all jacked up now. *shakes head*