No but really, I'm sorry for not updating my 100 infinite-challenge for what, two weeks? the chapter that's going up next is almost finished, but i'm having serious trouble with it... i just, i can't write. everything becomes a big mess of words and i hate it, the only thing i can write is depressing because that's all i feel (wow aren't i deep)
and to top things off i'm having the biggest identity-crisis holy , my mind is all over the place and do you guys know how hard it is to write boyxboy when you don't feel like you really want to with a boy yourself? it's hard! i'm thinking about writing a girlxgirl story to like... even things out in my mind. i just need to figure out which people i'll write about. 

i'm just very confused at the moment, so i'm sorry if it'll take long time for a couple of more chapters. but i'll try to put one up tonight, at least. y rushed ... ugh. ugh.

this became kind of personal... sorry. but hey, my stories are personal as well so i barely have nothing to hide anymore