When we first met,

I only saw the ‘other’ guy,

I never saw him in a special way,

He was never in my heart at all.

When we first met,

My eyes only saw her,

She was special for me,

She was always in my heart.

 

We became close,

And my heart still in love the ‘other’ guy,

He kept silent,

One day he told me,

“I owned by someone”

“And she went same school with you”

I kept silent.

We became close,

And my heart still in love her,

I kept silent,

One day I told her,

“I owned by someone”

“And she went same school with you”

She kept silent,

She doesn’t know she was the one I meant.

We’re getting closer every day,

Everyone kept saying he loves me,

I don’t bother and pretends I didn’t hear anything,

Suddenly he confessed,

I felt guilty,

I accept him,

But he doesn’t know that,

I already with someone who lives far away from here,

I kept my mouth shut.

We’re getting closer every day,

Everyone kept saying I love her,

I saw her kept silent and pretended she didn’t hear anything,

Suddenly I confessed,

She looks at my eyes unwillingly,

She accept me,

I don’t understand,

I pretend everything is alright,

I fake a smile.

I felt guilty after what I did to him and the other guy,

One by one,

I let them free,

He asked me why,

I said I didn’t felt in the same way like he did,

He was mad.

She kept avoiding me as if I was suffocating to her,

Day by day,

She slipping away,

She said she have to let me go,

I asked her why,

She said she didn’t felt the same way like I did,

I was mad.

We’re both went separate ways,

I kept my head straight without looking at him,

He stared at me with furrow brows,

I just wished he hates me.

We’re both went separate ways,

She pretends nothing was wrong,

I stared her every time I saw her,

I just wished I hate her.

Rumors spreading,

My friends told me he was lifeless,

They said he carved my name on his wrist,

With scissor,

My heart beat rapidly,

I never want him to be like that.

Rumors spreading,

My friends said I was being a manic,

They stopped me from carving her name at my wrist,

With scissor,

My tears dropped,

Down to my cheek.

One day,

I went to see him,

I saw on his wrist carved my name,

I was speechless,

I told him to stop being hurting himself,

We fought,

Again we apart from each other

One day,

She went to see me,

She glances at my wrist,

I smiled,

She asked me to stop hurting myself,

As if she said I’m being crazy over her,

We fought,

Again we’re apart from each other.

 

After months,

We became classmates,

We talk like friends,

We joking around like best friends,

He became closer to me,

Like someone special,

He took my heart.

After months,

We became classmates,

We talk like friends,

We joking around like best friends,

She became closer to me,

As if I already have her heart.

He became closer with other girls,

Too many girls around him,

My heart sank,

My mind racing,

I’m jealous.

I became closer with other girls,

They were friendly,

Her face was mad when I’m with other girls,

Her eyes gone red,

She was jealous.

I mad at him because he was on the other girl side,

We fought again,

I just wished I hate him.

She was mad at me because I was on the other girl side,

We fought again,

I’m started to confused,

I don’t understand her.

I confessed that I love him,

He confessed he once had locked lips with other girl,

I don’t know if I should believe it or not,

He asked me if we should be together or not,

I said we just need to keep in touch,

No relationship,

Just friends,

Because I don’t want to makes mistakes again,

I don’t want him to hurt again.

 

 

We confessed to each other,

I confessed that I once had locked lips with other girl,

She seems can’t believe what I said,

I asked her if we should get back together or not,

She wants to keep in touch,

No relationship,

Just friends,

Perhaps she afraid we going to make mistakes again,

I don’t want things gone worse.

I never know if we are meant to be or not,

But I just know that this is our fate,

Our destiny,

Our story.

I can’t promise anything,

But if we were meant to be,

I’m sure we’re going to get together,

One day,

This our fate,

Our story.