Blog 14. Why were you crying Jisu?

I had the most crazily, insanely realistic but at the same time 100% unlikely to happen amazing dream! :O

This is a rather long post, so I’ll cut things short. If you want to skip my little introduction then just skip to the larger font at the end..

You guys probably don’t know Dalmatian, do you?

Well, right at the beginning there were 6 members. Day Day left for unknown reasons (… Sigh, just like Sangbae…) and Dari is in the military.

Now they have a new member named Simon (HALF-JAPANESE, HALF-KOREAN, THAT MAN IS FREAKING GREAK GOD!! /drools/). Although I’m in love with Simon(hey, the man reminds me of Mir *please refer to picture below*), I always preferred the original because Day Day was far too loveable and Dari was freaking-- OMGGGGG~~

But anyway, for some reason I was living in Korea and there was another girl with me (can’t remember who). The crazy thing was that Dalmatian (original) was filming a show or something with us and that was the last day so we were all saying our farewells and .

The other girl was totally in love with Daniel and because he’s American, he gave her a huge bear hug and spun her around. Just then a really close friend of mine called and I told her quickly that Ill call back later and I was in the middle of something. Daniel did the same for me and Dari wrote his name on the back of our hoodies hahaha…

We went downstairs our house and I realised I didn’t say bye to Day Day but I was too shy because I kinda liked him. While I was looking around, I saw Youngwon and I said really brightly “Annyeong!!” and he replied probably a billion times more brightly. I even saw his face glow and the background shined hahaha (hey, it’s my dream, this actually happens)

^Like that only a lot brighter and with stars in the background haha his eyes were half moons

And here’s the main part…

Behind Youngwon, Jisu was facing the other way with his back towards me. He turned around with his head slightly bowed and his hands covering his face slightly. I walked closer to talk to him and when I neared he bowed quickly and his voice shook as he said “Annyeong hi gaesaeyo.”
I laughed and said “Why are you being so formal?”

At the time I didn’t realise what was wrong but I only did when I began to draw his hands away slightly so I could hug him like I did the others. Park Jisu was crying.

His eyes were tired looking, not swollen but a little pink and a continuous stream of tears was flowing down his cheeks. I was suddenly shocked out of my mind. I held him close while he sobbed and had my arms wrapped around his neck loosely. Jisu was crying harder at my touch and I was the only one that could tell because, as he dug his face into my shoulder, I could feel his tears soaking through my hoodie. Not knowing what else to do, I wrapped my arms around his neck tighter until they were in a position that could possibly comfort him, even if it was only a little bit. While I whispered words like “I’ll miss you a lot” and “Don’t be too sad” and the back of his neck, I could hear Janggeun and Inati in the background wondering what was up.

I can’t remember how long we stayed like that but I all I know was that I didn’t want to ever move.

Jisu’s crying ceased to occasional sobs and few sniffs and I whispered in his ear, asking if it was because he’ll miss us. The slight nod of his head and the sob that accompanied it was enough for my own eyes to tear up and I began crying too, only silently.

After I while, we reluctantly pulled apart slightly so that we could see each other’s faces. I held his face in my hands and his own continued to rest at my waist. He struggled to keep his eyes fully open, possibly due to the salt that he had been crying out for so long, so his gaze towards me was with slightly closed, tired eyes. I told him quietly that if he was lonely and sad that he shouldn’t cry and call me instead. I said that if he was far too lonely or far too sad that he couldn’t not cry, then he shouldn’t hold back and should cry all he wanted. Jisu nodded obediently and I quickly ran upstairs get my phone to get his number. I already had Daniel’s and Dari’s but I didn’t think of asking the others as the two boys asked me first.

As I got my phone from under my pillow but as I was running down the stairs, it started ringing.

I woke up. My crazy dream was over and I couldn’t return because my phone was actually ringing. My mom was calling me haha ^^;;

What worried me is that the dream was crazily real and I only noticed after I had woken up. I could literally feel his soft hair and the back of his neck when I it and it felt so warm in the moment I was hugging him close. /Sigh/ If only I could fall back asleep so I could dream some more… But I can’t, we’re moving house and I need to pack my room TT^TT

Bye guys…

Pooja (MelonCandy)

PS: I have no idea why they aren't more famous. Is it cause Inati's old? *blames the leader*

PPS: They're ing yy~~

The Jisu in my dream and the Jisu now: