so.

sooooooooooooooo.

i've been camping on the east coast (america. lol) and being awesome and . and just. limited internet though.

so i let SFS load for about three hours before i could watch it because about ten other people were sitting in the room using the same ty internet as i was and making it even tier.

BUT THEN I SAW EUNHYUK AND I ING DIED.

AND THEN EARLIER TODAY I SAW M COUNTDOWN AND THE EUNHAE

THE

ING

EUNHAE.

so i would go on but you know what i'll keep the digression to a minimum.

i've been mostly exhausted due to lack of sleep / physical activity / kicking at poker / swimming in glory / watching people play electronic banking monopoly / loading sj / withstanding the insane heat / trying not to pass out.

soooo. i thought i'd be writing for hamartia. but. evidently not very much.

i've started a bit on a fluffy eunhae (drabble stage) and a fluff kyumin (planning stage) and catching a couple of plot bunnies amid this chaos.

yay!

so yeah. hamartia can ing wait though. hamartia (lol but seriously i really want it finished. i think i'm not into it yet because hyukjae is still ing hiding omg bastard. so yeah. don't expect frequent updates. slow, but sure ones. hamartia is being a right now. but i'm positive it'll become really good after at the latest, the tenth chapter. because it's still in its early stages.

lol.

okay well the fluff (i sat down and attempted whimsical fluff but every time it ended up being incredibly angsty and just omg my fluff is gone) is for my dear yayme because i owe her a happy-ending-kyumin/eunhae. :3 /love you.

it doesn't have to be fluff i guess. just end on a positive note.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. ONESHOTS WITH FULLMOOD-TWISTING PLOTS LIKE THAT TAKE PROPER SITUATIONS. AND I'VE BEEN ABOUT AS AWAKE AND COHERENT AND ORGANIZED AND IN QUIET ENOUGH PLACES AS A HUNGOVER DONGHAE IN A COMA AFTER ENDLESS, ROUGH BEING TENDED TO BY AN INCREDIBLY PISSED OFF KANGTEUK.

so yeah. positive ending = positive plot. kind of. i guess. right now.

but i know my writing feels will get the better of me and it'll end up at least a teensy bit sad.

maybe.

BUT I PROMISE IT'LL BE A HAPPY ENDING YAYME. so yeah. it will eventually be here. eventually.

now.

if you guys need me i'll be kicking at poker and drowning in my eunhae feels.

also, i'll be extremely slow in response to walls (and of course, writing) and other stuff online due to things aforementioned.

bye guys :3

/loves you