today was the 1st time when i told myself that i'm reading too many fanfics, because, well...

last night i had a dream in which me and my crush were having a fanfic-like conversation bwahaha; and he was jealous, and there was a moment when he even put his head on my lap, what the buck haha

ok, too many fanfics can damage your brain XD

but what can i do...at this time, fanfics are the only thing which can help me get through my sadness T___T 

why do precious things disappear from people's life when everything's going well? D: