I am really sad and angry. My family just have to bring my confidence down. Don't lecture me on the tone I speak in because I know I was speaking nicely in the first place. It's because all of you that don't believe what I say so I had to shout because NOBODY ing believes me. And here I am crying while typing this damn post. They should think of why I shouted at them. It's their fault for making me shout like this because they don't believe me. And I don't need al of you to tell me I'm short and tan because I think I'm fine just the way I am. And I do not need you all to tell me I'm ugly or whatever. Want to know why I'm "short, tan and ugly" ? It's all because of your ing genes. Don't come an insult me when you're the ing problem. I just wish that one day I'll be able to leave for Korea and have my own freedom. I in hate studying so don't talk to me about how studying is important because I don't give a damn. I tried my best in my studies and I have improved alot but you are still not happy. Then what the do you want ? For me to disappear ? I have never heard any of you compliment me once. Only my brother gets compliments. I try my best to make all of you happy but what do I get ? I don't get the encouragement and compliments and motivation that I want. Instead I get scolded and all. What the is this ? This is definitely not the life that I wanted. Screw them all. It's just so ing unfair.