I just wanted to say something about myself.

Last year, I started in a new school and I had major anxiety. I was always feeling sick and I was always on the brink of throwing up. I often cried and didn't care about things as I did before. I had lost my old friends that I had grown to love so much. When I went to my new school, I did meet new friends but [no offense to my new friends coa I love u guys!] they weren't like my old ones.

When I was at my old school, I was basically a big kid and I had my best friend who was a big kid with me. She laughed at me even if it wasn't funny. She was always there for me. When my Grandpa died, she was there and supported me; when I went through a dark stage in my life, she was there. I could have deep and meaningful convosations with her and I could also have the time of my life with her. We had been best friends for 7 years. We had out fights and all that but we never had MASSIVE fights.

When I went to my new school, it was a whole new experience for me and I was scared, but everything went well for the first few weeks then I got sick. I got big anxiety and I didn't talk much. I always cried and always felt sick. This went on for about half the year and my mum got really annoyed with me and was over my ''.

One day whilst I was in pastrol class, a girl, who is one of my bestest friends now, came to me and showed me a KPOP MV. That was Boyfriend's Boyfriend. Their first single. When I saw that, I ahd finally had something that made me genuinly happy again. I started to feel better. Then another girl, who is also one of my bestest friends now, showed me Super Junior's Mr. Simple. I instantly fell in love with Heechul. I loved his hair and that swag that he had. I started researching about them and I found myself genuinly smiling and laughing at what they did. They made me happy.

KPOP gave me something new to smile about and something new to be silly with. KPOP has made me fangirl like crazy for the first time. It's made me cry when the idols cry. It's made me want to meet them and to become like them one day. They are a true inspiration. All of them.

I know you might think I'm a pathetic child but I'm being genuine and I'm pouring out my feelings, which I never really do.

Thank you KPOP.