Am I Having a Nightmare that time or was I just Imagining it?

I'm not pretty sure, but, if its a Dream, then... well, Its my First time to have a dream of Onew, at least longer than the last time where he just kicked me out of bed... =_=

Also, I will consider it a Nightmare...,

If I was just Imagining it, then I'm pretty sure I've gone mad, why the heck would I imagine such thing!

I mean..., Its Onew and Luna... WTF! its Lunew...

I cried so much yesterday, I chose not to go OL, I cannot stand seeing Onew Oppa's Face...

I guess I can still Hear her moans and his grunts... he was atlking about noona's and younger girls and~ ! I cant remember!

"Onew Oppa..."

OMFG! she likes it! the way she threw her head back, she's like feeling each that he makes..., they were standing, Her legs was wrapped tightly on his waist, her back was against the wall, he buried his head on her neck, nibbling her skin, he was hugging her so tight, the was deep, hard and fast!

through her moans, I know that she was enjoying it...

I dont know where they are... where am I... was it inside the dressing room? I dont know~ and seriously~ WHT THE AM I DOING THERE? I was just staring at them..., and I'm pretty sure I was crying so hard while watching them...

I was so SAD yesterday...

I got up on bed crying, doing my necessities crying~ its just too painful you know~ x'(

so I decided to come with my Mom at the salon, and just asked her if I can have that Hair spa? was that hair spa? I guess it is..., I also asked if I can cut my hair shorter.

Its been like 4 years since i last have a hot oil, and damn! it gives me headache, but honestly, the tears I was shedding was not only because of the headache... but because I cant still forget about it...

IF ITS A DREAM, THEN ITS A NIGHTMARE!

ITS SO PAINFUL, UNTIL NOW~

guess I'll just go and update my fanfic~ hope it could help lessen the pain? ! I do hope so!