Out of all the houses I lived in the one I have the best memories, and most memories at was this one...

Grew up here with countless animals to take care of. It had its own small lake in the back with the farm house and plenty of acres for the horses and kids to run around on.

These are my horses at the time. They are still alive even after 5+ years.

I run Track and Cross Country. These are SOME of the girls on the two teams put together.

I do Ballet and many other forms of Dance.

I haven't cut in almost 2 days now.

I am a Rainbow Child and proud to be.

I have a HUGE heart for animals and that is why I work for The Humane Society, Friends Of Animals, and the Local Animals Shelters rescuing animals and raising them until we find them a safe place to call home. (He was found completely blind as a puppy due to being beat as a baby he now has a loving caring home with lots of toys and love)

My comfort hideaway is a cemetery or graveyard.

I may act coldhearted but I like to help when and where it is needed.

Once I am of a certain age I am leaving the country to work as a field nurse.

I've broken, cracked, snapped, dislocated, and shattered more than a few bones in my lifetime so far.

I don't think my children and grandchildren will never be bored in this case.

It has been about 6 or more months since the last time I considered suicide but I still have the number in my phone for those who need it.

Even though for most of my life I had never heard music before, it was and still is like air to me.

I always thought the word "love" was used when you care about something a lot. But I was wrong. Love is far much more than that. But it is indescribable no matter what. No matter how much you try, you will never come close to figuring out love. Until you are in it.

When I was little I was a little cowgirl and still am at heart.

I will always keep in touch with my Indian heritage. (This tattoo is on my cousins leg)

I always have to have something black on. It's my security blanket.

I always fear that if I become too close to someone or something that I will hurt it/them. And even with this fear, I still do my best to keep my fears close. 

These are SOME of my confessions. Seems small to you probably. But this is who I am.