I realy wished I can sleep..

it's been weeks since I had a good sleep

I know I should go to the doctor, but the hospitasl scares me a lot though I am used to get in there

but... 

but..

sleep is something I really need

but everytime I got to sleep I end up waking up coughing and having my asthma occured, and I end up not sleeping at all

huweeee....

gosh I feel retarded. 

OTL