I don't know if it's just me when I say this, but ..do any of you ever wonder if, I don't know, you'll ever actually BE with your bias?  Like, take me for example.  I'm a die hard Shawol, and I'm completely obsessed with Minho   And I know that there are people out there that imagine that they'll one day marry their biases and what not.  I just wish it would..come true.  But if it did come true...I'd be cheating on my husbands a lot...AFFAIRS FTW!  But ever since all of these new K-pop bands have been coming out, I've been pushing Minho more and more away from me   I find it kind of sad since, as sad as it is to admit it, there was a time where I would have dreams of Minho and I being on "We Got Married" together or something like that.  But NOW THERE'S BOYFRIEND, and my biases are only about 5-9 months older than me, unlike Minho, where he was 5 years older.  Do you know how awkward it would've been to be married to a guy that's younger than your older sister by just a couple of months?  It'd be weird since you'd think THEY belong together instead of US.  I sound like such a creepy stalker, fan girl thing right now, but I don't know, it's the honest truth.  

Don't get me wrong, I'd still absolutely LOVE to have Minho be my boyfriend [if it were ever to happen], but with all these new people coming out that are closer to my age, I feel as though I would and should connect to them more than with someone who would probably just think of me as just any other fan girl.  

Funny part is, it was because of Minho that I decided to actually put up covers on my twin sister's YouTube and going out to audition at Korean agencies, just so when the end result comes, and I become famous, there would be that chance.  But PSHH, by that time, Minho and even maybe Kwangmin [NOOO!] might have girlfriends, so I guess dreaming is the only place where I know they're mine.  Even better, I have this beautiful website to make me feel as though whatever is going on in these stories is actually happening to me.  So, I encourage all of you fan fiction writers to keep writing, because I, along with many others, need you to help us not feel alone :)