But i had to take a pic with anothr girl that i didnt even kno TT^TT watever
I just notice Jay is like leaning over to the othr girl while his is next to me O.O
I feel like his hand should've been on my shoulder or he purposely did that god i still cant believe i shook his hand then ran away -.-'
I've been so anxious after thinking of all the problems
What is i looked wierd? What if my hair looked wierd? (i spell wierd like that cuz im used to it i kno its spelled like this:weird) What if he thought i was rude just running away? What if he thought i was wierd?
Argggg the anxiety is killing me but i've been tryna calm down BUT I STILL CANT i mean i just fukked up a once in a lifetime chance to meet and auctual kpop idol. -sigh-
I hope soon in life i'll hav anothr chance. Now i just hav to wait -sigh-
Well buh byes i realize i wrote mor blogs than stories maybe cuz i like to rant about important things in my life idk its just fun knowing that someone else is also reading something you wrote that your auctally confident in i guess i kinda kno how dbskgirl4ever feel ;)
And one mor thing DBSKGIRL4EVER IS TOTALLY DAEBAK!!
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