O1: What's your favorite season, and why?

My favorite season is the winter. Being born in Singapore, I had never seen real snow in my life before. Whenever I hear recounts or even see picture of snow, I always wish I can be there to experience what it is like. My first experience with fake snow was when I was 13. I remember how the coldness of the snow stung my face and made me cry, yet somehow I feel so at ease around the snow despite it being fake. Perhaps it is the whiteness of the snow, which symbolizes innocence for me, that attracts me so much. 

O2: Why do you write?

There are several reasons as to why I write. The reason I took up writing in the first place was because whenever I read a story book, I would always get inspirations from them and has the urge to write. That led me to write. Over time, I started wondering what I am writing for. Probably when I am writing, I can create the scenes I desired, scenes that I know would never happen in my real life, toy around with the various characters I always wished I could be and sometimes, to show my affection for someone.

A story for me could be a simple dedication to my friend, a figment of my daydream, anything I want it to be. That is probably the vaguest reason as to why I write stories. 

O3: A few good years from now, do you see yourself being the person you've always wanted to be?

Yes, I see myself being who I want to be. Some would probably call me foolish since most people at my age changes their life goals easily, but I’ve already make up my mind. However, if it was personality wise, I wouldn’t be so sure. I still have lots of growing up to do in my personality wise.

O4: Write a letter to your Mom, Dad or maybe even both. Tell them how you truly feel.

[I shall write it separately ^^]

Dear Mom,

I know it had been hard on you over the years as we (the children) grow up. You might had thought that I did not notice anything, but I do. I notice the times when you would stay up late till morning 6am just to make sure you’re up to wake us up. I notice when you would specially put out cough medicine or cold medicine on the table whenever I am sick in the morning just to let me know to eat it.

There are very little words that can describe how much you mean to me. No matter how I deny it, I know that you know me best. Sometimes, I really feel lucky compared to other children. Whilst other people merely ignore their mother, you take time to talk to me and get to know me even more. However, I don’t know how you do it but, every time before I even say anything, you seem to already know what I’m going to say. It amaze me most of the time, though I always deny it in front of you.

I never know how to express my feelings, not much, even when you’re sad and I know you need someone to comfort you. All I can do is to stay up whenever you’re out late to make sure you have someone waiting for you at home or just to sit there quietly listening to your ranting.

I know it has been harder on you lately with all the family problems and what not, and despite all those hardships where you could just walk off and be free, you stayed and tries to pull through because of us, your children. I might always seem to not care, always just going ‘oh okay, okay’ but that is because I really don’t know what to say. It aches me to see you being like this, but I don’t know what I can do to help except to work hard in my studies and just be there to talk to you.

There are times when I really miss you, mom. When my school been busy lately and I didn’t get to see you, it seems so weird. I had gotten use to you being there nagging at me when I get home and everything. Mom, I love you. Please stay by my side for as long as you can, if I can be selfish, I really want you to be by my side forever.

Yours Truly,

Daughter

Dear Dad,

Dad, oh how I look up to you. I remember how mom always chides me and you because I am always copying what you do, regardless the way you speak, sits and what not even though I am a girl. You always have high expectations of me though you always deny it. Since young, you made sure I excel in my work, set a good role model and even beat me in front of the rest because you want me to be the best in the family.

I know I might be a brat sometimes, and even rebellious, considering the hardships I put you through. I know how you are the type to say one thing now but does not meant it at all when you’re in your rage mood. But dad, do you know how much I love you, how much it hurts, how much it kills me to know you hardly care about this family now?

I remember when I skipped school for weeks, up to months just because I got so depressed about school and friends stuff. After listening to the counselor, I decided to talk to you about my problems. You listened to me patiently, though I know you hardly get what I said because you never went through the same thing. You let me had my time off, you tried to understand me, but than your words when I refuse to comply to you after that hurts me so badly I know I avoided you somewhat after that. Dad, I really hope you didn’t mean that when you say you wouldn’t care about me anymore.

I know I am always complaining you don’t love me, I am always complaining how you are biased towards the youngest sister. It is the truth, you admitted it. Of course, she is the cleverest one, the prettiest one in the family dad. But dad, I tried my best, can you acknowledge that at least?

I know you’re always working hard to support the family, and perhaps other people, I am not sure. But all I know is dad, thank you, thank you for at least trying to understand me and supporting me. Thank you in everything dad. I love you, and I really miss you.

Yours Truly,

Daughter.

O5: In reality, do you want to be good friends with me? Give a good explanation. I like to read long answers.

 

Yes, I really would love to be good friends with you. At first when I read your story, you became my favorite author instantly. There were so many points in your story that I could relate to, and I wonder if you could just be the one I can talk to about such stuff easily, but of course, we never got to break the ice. Your story inspired me in so many ways, whether it was to rethink my reasons why I am writing, motivates me, give me ideas, or to try a new style, you never fail to be my source of inspiration.

Other than that, you also struck me as a very interesting person. Perhaps it is the way you seem to put your soul into the story and yet at the same time, you’re not the character in the story as how most of the writers write their characters. Or maybe it is how your quotes from the bible never fail to get me going to my bible to highlight that certain quote as I find it so inspiring. If I were to ever know you in real life, I would love to just go to the church with you, talk to you and probably get to know more about you. You seem to be one that's full of stories in life that you can share, one that has gone through so much, observe your surroundings more than participate, but I do not know, this are all assumptions. 

You're like the one very mysterious person that I really want to know more about. I know you might say you’re an open book or something, but yeah, everyone is a mysterious person actually and each friend of yours will be able to tell you something about you that you probably didn’t know.

I know this explanation , since I am not one who express emotions easily. ^^;; sorry~

O6: Tell me the best novel you've ever read. Why did you choose that certain book?

Is Harry potter counted? Anyway, yeah harry potter series are most probably the best novel I've ever read. Before I read harry potter, I was most definitely not someone who reads a lot. When I first came across harry potter, my first thought was that the book is too damn thick for me to finish it. However, as fate has it, i found the harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban in a bag of books that my aunt gave me. At first, I merely used it as a book for me to write it on the first page, that is until I was so bored during one day. The book captured me in so many ways that everytime I re-read it, it seems to send me on a whole new sensation and adventure though i had almost every details memorised down since I probably had read it more than 10 times.

One particular part in the story that I like a lot is probably how the story could relate so much to reality, YET at the same time so magical. The way the author describe it is in a way that I can never describe it, though I am trying hard and since I am someone who really loves magic, i got really interested in it. The way everytime I read it, the scene seems to be happening before my eyes, the way the story kept me on my toes, and feeling upset when I get to the last page. That's how i felt everytime I read the series. 

O7: Friends or family? Explain your answer.

Family. This might seem to be a very standard answer, but yes really, I choose family. Being one who had gone through several years of life where I had been a loner, I realised that I've managed to pull through it all only because of my family being there for me. Regardless whether it is a orphan or another child, kid or adult, friends are everywhere. Just go out, walk up to someone and say hi, and there you got a friend. Family however, is not easy to get, and definitely not easy to keep by your side.

O8: In all honesty, what do you think of me? Tell me the positive and negative things you see in me.

+ You're really a good writer.
+ You're really interesting.
+ You're a faithful christian, most of the christians I know, they hardly really pray as much.
+ You're someone who people can relate to easily if you let them.

- You hardly talk to me. (Hahaha)
- You hardly update your stories (Though i do that too xD)
- I do not know what else.

O9: Do you have any teachers you deem as "unforgettable"? Tell me about him/her.

An unforgettable teacher. Nope, not really, does counselor counts? xD

1O: If a person you trusted so much betrayed you, will you forgive that friend of yours? Why?

This situation I'm pretty sure many people have experienced it. Yes, I will forgive that friend of mine. Why? Because I believe everyone makes mistakes and always deserve another chance no matter what. If i give that person a chance, and he/she betrays me again, I'll hurt, but I'll get over it, at least I wouldn't have a 'what if' thought next time when I am dying. I want to live a life with no regrets.

11: If for example, you're standing in front of he gates of heaven, and God is there.

He asks you, "Why should I let you inside my Kingdom?"

How will you respond?

If I ever get to that situation, honestly I do not know how to respond. Good deeds? I don't think I've done much in my life. Sins? I've probably sinned more than I can count. I would probably ask for forgiveness first, for my sins, though I've asked for it every time I pray. Than I would say, because I believe in Jesus, the one who had died for me. My only right to heaven is Lord Jesus Christ as he had died for me in punishment for my sins, and hence, is my Lord and Savior.

 [I fail so badly at this question, I'll probably think over than post a reply again on my profile if I thought of something else.]

So here are my questions: 
1) What is your favorite novel and Why?
2) Do you want to be friends with me if you knew me in real life? Why?
3) Who is your bias and your favourite kpop group.
4) Who is your favourite author?(One AFF and one IRL)
5) What's your favourite season, and why?
6) Do you eat vegetables?(Random question.)
7) Some of your pet peeves.
8) Your views on people below 10 getting into relationship.
9) Your views on love.
10) Are you afraid of death? Why?

 

So now, I tag:

- Anyone who want to do this.

- All Woogyu Shippers

- All Myungzy Shippers.