Right after I finished high school, our family moved..far away from Kuantan (its not that far actually, I would take about just 5 hours by bus to travel from Putrajaya to Kuantan).

Living 400km away from my friends makes me realized how much they've invaded my life, in a very good way. They hold a great amount of memories in my head, maybe thats why I really treasure them. I am very much alone in this new place. Working all alone, no friends to hang out with (mostly because I'm not that type to talk a lot so its hard for me to make new friends :/). Yeah, I still keep in touch with my friends! We have the cellphone, FB, twitter and such so its not much of a problem. But I do miss their presence right here beside me.

I was supposed to be back in Kuantan this weekend to meet my friends (we're going to hang out together!!). This is SUPPOSED to be my long-awaited moment and probably the last time I could ever meet them..since we're all going to start our college life in a few weeks time. Which means, we won't be able to see each other that often anymore (we'll all be going to different colleges! T_T)

However..I couldn't make it there. Tickets for all buses, all sold out. I am very much frustrated. Like..seriously? Why does this need to happened? Ok, yeah. Its fate. 

I may not be that important for that little event we're having (told you I don't talk much, even if I'm not there..it won't affect the whole atmosphere) but..THEY are important to me. 

I want to spend my time with them, I want to make some more memories of them, I want to see those smiles again. I want to treat them lunch. I want to catch a movie with them. I want to..I really want to..

I'm sorry. Oh wait..who am I sorry to? Myself? Them? *sigh* This is really eating me up inside.

They won't read this, I know :) No one would read this maybe ^^

But..yeah. Guys, I love you.