So today, Sungmin's stans keep on wondering where is Sungmin as no one sees him at the airport. Some of us thinks that he probably play hide and seek with us. Some thinks that he already board the plane. But the truth is that he is actually in the hopital because his grandma was sick. I feel really bad and I was holding back my tears as I heard that Sungmin's grandma pass away.  That is something that I really didn't want to hear especially when he nears SM TOWN LA is that near. It hurts me actually when Sungmin has to face that,  But whats got me more in a heartbreaking state is that Sungmin is still willing to go to SM TOWN LA. He will be going there tomorrow. I just can't accept this. Yes Sungmin is strong. We all know that. But losing a family member can make any strong people vulnerable. Don't you think that you will feel the pain once you see him trying to smile on the stage and doing the performance like nothing happen? It really hurts me. I can't bear it. I just wish for Sungmin to take his time and ease his loss for a while. I don't want him to attend SM TOWN in this kind of state even if it is for the fans. I think I sound selfish but this is th truth.

Condolence to Sungmin, Sungjin, Mr Lee and Mrs Lee for their loss.

#BeStrongSungmin #StayStrongSungmin <3