Hey so uhm...

I'm undergoing rehabilitation.

No, not because of drugs but...

TT_TT Because of KPOP.

About who decided about that, it was me, myself and i.

The reason?

I think i have been much very addicted to KPOP recently. Maybe this sounds so normal to you since we, kpop lovers, know that these people can't really be resisted.

Well, FYI, i never admitted that i am a fan. I always say i'm just a supporter since i know that if you are a FAN of something, it means you are IDOLIZING someone. And IDOLIZING or IDOLATRY is specifically prohibited in the Bible. Well as a Christian, i was brought up and taught regarding the rules in the Scriptures.

Though i keep on telling people and myself that i am ONLY a Lover and Supporter, something bugged me especially when a friend, a mature and blunt friend in her 30s told me frankly that i am involved in IDOLATRY by the time she heard me spazzing about B.A.P. and ofcourse Daehyun.

I denied. But my conscience starts to bug me. Am i really IDOLIZING now?

So that's the time i decided to rehab myself. Staying away from KPOP for sometime especially DAEHYUN and DONGHO. But, most especially for DAEHYUN AND S. Since B.A.P. came, i have been spazzing too much singing Warrior and Power a lot of times each day. Adn the first day of my rehab...

...it was really hard. KPOP songs particularly B.A.P. songs are constantly playing around my head and then i try to stop myself. Then i refrained from playing KPOP songs and it did make me really sad. I became depressed. But time to time i seem to be getting used of not playing KPOP.

Just shared this since i really don't have someone to talk to regarding this matter.

BTW, i also decided that when i start to play KPOP songs again, after my rehab, i will refrain from singing and listening to aggressive songs, particularly songs like Power and Warrior. XD I read on some Bible-based magazines that music affects our feelings. And really, since i keep on playing those kinds of songs, i find myself aggressive and mad all the time too! Which i'm not, usually. So, that's all!

BTW, Daehyun... i've read about him. TT_TT And he's got a girlfriend? Do i'm a bit affected right now but... i'll try not to.

I can live without KPOP.

I can.

I will.

But, i will still listen to them but i'll try not to spazz much and refrain from IDOLATRY. :)

So help me, guys? :D

P.s. I immediately closed the blog after reading. XD It's hard to resist looking at that creature. What's his name again? No. I don't know!!!!!