So uhm...there's an 8 year difference between Jay and I.

And I leanred that my parents wouldn't except that about two months ago.

So I've been weening myself off of Jay Park. Very slowly. 

And I was almost completely over my extreme obsession.

But he just released his new free  mix tape:

FRESH A!R: BREATHE !T

So I downloaded it.

And now I'm back to square one ._. 

because  my ovaries just exploded and I seriously should have five needles filled with sedatives coming outta my arms so that I CALM THE DOWN.

I'm going to start going to J double A...JAA

Jay Addicts Anynomous.

And people...I don't care WHO you are...these songs ARE SOOOO ing UAL you just can't help imploding....