Yeah , I lied but my feelings for you isn’t a lie

Everything starts when I borrowed a yearbook from my sister, who is a teacher in a certain Catholic school. And out of boredom I started scanning the yearbook and saw the students profile including there phone numbers. Without hesitation I texted all of the phone numbers, its not that I texted them coz I want something, its just for fun, to get myself busy and I wasn’t even expecting any reply from them. But to my surprised my phone vibrated, I hurriedly pick it up and read the message.

“Who are you” he texted.

“What do you mean who am i?” I lied as if we already know each other.

“I’m sorry but I really don’t know you” he replied

“Oh come on, have you forgotten me already?” I insist in lying.

“I’m sorry but I really don’t know you. Your number isn’t even save in my phone book” he replied.

“Really? If that’s it, who is this by the way?” I started texting him friendly messages.

I didn’t know why I feel something weird, I suddenly got excited and without knowing I started waiting for his replies.

“I’m KRS, you?” He replied.

Oh my God, I got nervous when he asked my name, what if he found out that I have the same last name as his 4th year class adviser. So I decided to continue on lying .

“Oh, I’m sorry, I think I’ve got the wrong number here, I though you are someone that I know, I’m Sam by the way XD” I lied.

“Sam who?” he replied.

“I’m afraid we don’t know each other.” I lied. He doesn’t know me, but I know him a lot. He is my sister’s advisory student; I used to see him in my sister’s workplace.

Starting that night I became very found at him, I like the feeling texting him. He is so smart and gentle. And I appreciate it when he still reply even though he is very busy doing his school project. He is a year/ month older than me. He is 17 and I’m 16. He is already in college taking up BS Architecture. I really like it when he talks and cry out about his school problems and frustration, like how tired he was, how frustrated he is. he also share how he love and like his chosen profession, he even say no matter how hard it is he will never give up. He doesn’t even have enough sleep at night and there are times he wouldn’t sleep at all, just because of his project. Knowing his point of view it brings my adoration to another level. It makes me curios that I started asking my sister about him. I have know that he is an out standing student, Batch valedictorian and excellence in conduct. [Totally opposite to me:3 I’m future less nyahhaha ].

But I ruin my so called friendship with him. When he asked me that he wants to know me more. I could no longer lie so I told him everything. And his expression was of course he was mad, I can’t blame him. We became awkward, his replies are so cold and he no longer calls me. I remember he said “Wtf..i totally believe in you , and was fooled, who are you btw?” lol I can’t deny I was  badly hurt. But it was my entire fault. Without even knowing that the two of us are already connected with Facebook :3  so I tried once more I asked him if he is mad. He told me that he wasn’t. But I feel that he is, because when he talks to me it’s no longer like the usual, he became very formal and business like. So I can no longer hold it, I deleted his number and facebook and I stop my contacts with him. And starting that day I no longer use my phone: 3 and without even knowing I visit his facebook profile every time I go online.

And yesterday while me and my friends are having date. Out of the people is this world that I can see, I suddenly saw him, and he was starring at me like I killed someone, if I could wish one thing that time. I wish to melt and disappear!!!!   He starred like he recognized me, that eye contact that I can never forget. My God he is my biggest Lie … and I learn a lot from it :3

[but its not i planed everything ...it just happened ...and i believe i'll be seeing him a lot because i'll be entering college as well ..... let me hear your opinion guys.]