After almost finished editing My Water Nymph and I See You,

I've finally realized how much I at writing before....

I've made so many mistakes! From grammar errors, to coma mistakes, to pictures, to block paragraphs... GAH!!!! Everything was just FAIL!!!!

I SO MUCH!!!!

Whenever I beta My WATER Nymph my eyes always Cringe, as in always!

GOD the way that I wrote the story is just.... just... disappointing.,... The story line and plot was good except for the rush ending... but still....

AIGGOOOO!!!!!

I'm such a fail before!!!!

LOOK at this!

ChangMin POV

‘Why do----‘my eyes widened and I feel like my brain is still buffering big time, ‘Why don’t I have a thingy like yours?’ the creat---- I mean JaeJoong, JaeJoong is my beautiful creature’s name right? I can sense that his just holding down his laughter at my denseness, ‘because I’m a Nymph’ he stated, but what’s the connection? UGH why my brain buffering at situations like these!!! Unconsciously I let down a loud ‘AHUH’ making an epic face with a hard mixture of confusion and bewilderment, he laughed hard, ‘what an oddly cute laugh’ I said to myself, he’s so adorable when he laughs he covers his bottom nose and lips, I shrugged off the thoughts and inhaled deeply, ‘Are you male or female?’ I stared at him seriously but instead he laughed at me again, ‘Is my question funny?’ I raised one of my eyebrows and crossed my arms leaning against my chest, he stopped laughing and smiled at me sheepishly, ‘I….. I think I’m both’ he said while wiping his red tears… and why is his tear blue? Before it was red right? ‘Why are you tears blue?’ I asked him curiously, ‘Our tears…. Depends on our emotions, if it’s red your sad, lonely or hurt, if blue your happy or in love maybe tears of joy, if translucent then it’s just a normal tear’ I blinked for a while and remembered… his tears before were red…. So I hurt his feelings right? I grabbed his right hand and pulled him in a bone crushing hug ‘I’m sorry for letting those red tears roll down your eyes’ I whispered in his ears, he looked up to me with those mesmerizing beautiful eyes of his, he wrapped his arms around my nape and pulled in a tender kiss, not aggressive…. Not wild… but a heartfelt soft kiss, at that moment I thought I was in cloud nine… ‘My GOD! I’m falling for a NYMPH!!!! A freaking NYMPH!!!’ a voice shouted at my head but I didn’t care, I know it’s wrong and not normal but it seems so right…

He broke the kiss signaling me that he has to go, I let out a loud sigh, as I loosened my grip in his slim waist, he pecked my lips before waving goodbye, again his body liquefied, leaving me alone in the room, as I looked at my ceiling yes I’m not ually satisfied tonight, but my heart feels so full, ‘I’ll see you tomorrow my beautiful JaeJoong’ I stood up and traced the watermarks he left behind, for the first time since my arrival in Korea finally I can get a goodnight sleep, dreaming about my JaeJoong, I jumped in my bed not even noticing that my bed is soaking wet, I smiled slightly while pulling the blanket near my chest, after closing my eyes, not even noticing I dozed off running my way to dreamland.

YES, that is how I write... BEFORE!... but now....

I write like this.....

I zipped my duffle bag close after neatly placing the last piece of my folded shirt, staring at the signed paper placed on the bedside table, the letter that changed my plans 360 degrees after reading it. I was supposed to enjoy my three month vacation with him but instead I’ll be spending 6 long months away from him.

Six whole months without his touch, mornings without his nose nuzzling the juncture of my neck and collar bone, without his fingertips playing with the strands of my hair, and his weird expression when he sleeps, and that never fails to amuse me.

I smell his cooking and as always send tingling sensations through my stomach, I’ll miss the moments when he prepares my meals too.

Military training will be more different, he won’t be able to visit me because of the policy of no visitors allowed, I’ve read it on the rules and regulations, memorizing it solely when I was still a cadet in training, there are still rules that were kept secret and is to be told when you're on the base, but the no visitors policy was made to avoid attachments, to make soldiers forget about the outside world even for just six months, to push them to focus more on training instead of their lives outside, but just thinking of six months without him lying by my side makes me feel as if someone is punching my chest continuously.

I never thought that our plans to spoil each other will be ruined by a single letter coming from the General himself, leaving JaeJoong all quiet since he found out about the letter, and since he knew me so well  he predicted what my next step will be, and as always, he’s right, I will not be able to see him for six whole months or more, and the fact that the goodbye doesn’t guarantee my return back home alive makes my chest tighten, the thought of being separated from him for that long without even a single form of communication would be too much. And I didn’t expect that silence to start now.

GOD, I'm thankful that I've improved.,... xDDD