It to know that you will never be able to even talk to a korean pop star, right? 

Well, the closest I've gotten to talking to anyone of that race, is this kid @ my school.

He's about my age, He's cute, we both are in Jazz Band, and He plays Bass Guitar (Even though I play Alto Saxophone)

You would probably think, "Hey, she has a percet chance to atleast get to know him," or "She's got closer to a guy like that then I've ever been. " Right?

Well, News Flash! :

IT WONT EVER HAPPEN!

There are a list of reasons why this is happening to me:

1.) He's Korean, and im VERY SHY when It comes to Korean people in person, IDK Y

2.) He thinks Im RACIST FOR PERFORMING A-BOY BY G-DRAGON AT MY SCHOOLS ING TALENT SHOW FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!

3.) He already has a girlfriend

4.)He is friends with the most annoying person I know!

5.) My friends and family also think im RACIST just for liking him! (Because of my love for asian culture and stuff, they think that I feel as though im too good to like any black people (Because Im Black) and that I should stop listening to anything asian because they think that Im not happy to be black, but they are totally WRONG!)

6.) He thinks im weird... (NOT THE GOOD WEIRD EITHER!!)

and other stuff, but its TOO PERSONAL to talk about, let alone online....

Im going to die ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But, as of 5/18/12.................