//The awkward moment you're in a love-triangle and your best friend is involved. But you guys keep saying that no matter what, you won't let a boy get in between your friendship. Unfortunately, you like the same boy she likes and you both know that and so does he. But he asks you out INSTEAD of her right infront of her. Why do I post this? Because this is what happened today O_O My friend says she is completely cool with it but I know she's bothered by it. And as soon as he asked me out, it just got awkward with me and my friend for 10 minutes...

 

 my old friend posted this. All I have to say is....

Congratulations, you have one of the most important people that's ever been in my life. Beside's my friends them and him shared equal places in my heart, and you stole it. Now i am chronically depressed. My friend committed suicide in November of 2011, and that still haunts me. Recently I was called down to my guidance councilors office and my best friend was too. People turned us in for cutting. I spent all of 5th period in that office, half of it crying not being able to take coking down sobs. My best friend had to talk for me. My depression started in early December, when Liam's brother found the suicide note. In that note it said that Liam loved me. Now I have had many people tell me it's not my fault you couldn't of known. But it was. I was dating him and I broke up with him because we never really talked anymore. When he found out he killed himself. I never really found out the cause of death. Eventually I broke down and started balling on the school playground. My best friend was the only one who really knew. Later in December around the time when i dated kyler the previous year, I was dating my ex Jasper. Me and my two bestfriends (and his mom) where walking around wal-mart. I was broken up with in the middle of wal-mart and I ran away. It took thirty minutes for my friends to find me. When they did find me I was having a panik attack in the middle of the women's clothing department. I was depressed for weeks. In Feburary (the 1st) I started dating me ex-boyfriend. well we broke up a day before our two month anniversery. I only did it cause i was sick of people trying to break us up with telling me all these things. The next dat he started dating the girl who typed the first thing. I don't want to be mean or anything, but yes I am really mad at them both. Yesterday before the youth group I go to every wednesday adn she was there. Now i refused to go in the church and i stood across the road until my friend dragged me in. I am sorry for making a big fuzz but on here when i say all of this i don't cry as i have been for the last few days. 
@kpopfanforever (don't remember your actual name on here) I'm sorry willow if i am the reason you cried yesterday. i am truley pissed at you and james. Today I was severly pissed to the point i cried on the bus ride home. I wish we could be friends but i just get so depressed seeing how happy james' is with you. i hope you too are together for a while and I hope he acts more like a boyfriend to you then he ever did to me. May your relationship lst longer then our's did.