to all my love here in AFF,

*sigh*, i don't know how to put this in word..why this thing keep on happening ?!

i got another interview..................................

for...................

SCHOLARSHIP TO STUDY IN...........

JAPAN !!! AGAIN ~...

it suppose to be on this coming SUNDAY....but,

my mom and dad once again ....... protesting about going to the interview!

i'm tired

i'm tired

seriously, why this thing keep on happening?!

last time, i didn't make it to japanese associate degree interview because i went to another scholarship interview! <----because of my parents

and now, when i got another offer, I CANNOT GO !

I BEGGED THEM UNTIL I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO MORE TEARS TO CRY !

they kept on saying " no" NO NO....

why ? why? why ?

~~~~~~~~~~~~ i have no more tears to cry...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ im tired..

i cried again because, i knew it!

this is the last offer that i got as i didn't aim for any other offer.. <---- this is the last one !

if i reject this , it means that i will forever not be able to study in oversea..!

so i will ended up my life being in local university for 5years! where at that time, my friends are already studying in korea, japan, uk, ireland and etc... >.<

why  can't i even get a chance ??

WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?

ps : will i be able to see Byunghun with my own eyes...? :( *sigh*