Reasons...

I bet no one..I repeat no one imagine me as a feminine girl.I never want them to even think I'm feminine but shockingly,I was back then.I wore skirts and dresses and spoke quietly.No raising my voice or showing my lefty and my righty..But messed up childhood create this new form of me.

 

I'm not trying to blame THEM who ruin my childhood but I just wish that my tennage life will be much much more better.But it seems like THEM keep on haunting me..creating this coward in me..that is afraid to love and accept love..

 

Tragic love story of my friends make me more frightened of the power of love but deep inside of me wants to love and spread love..Like my friend said, "You have a pair of beautiful eyes,pretty face but sadly your personality scares the hell out of me." Translation:My personality(rough and have this slapping ) shut everyone out of my world.

 

I do not want to look so fragile until they can step on my head and look down on me...Its true my heart will be forever so fragile that one little puncture could break it into million pieces but atleast I want to LOOK strong!People call me CRAZY.. BIPOLAR...PSYCHO...VIOLENT GIRL..MENTALLY SICK

But let me tell who is mentally sick..YOU PEOPLE THAT CALL ME THOSE ABOVE!!

Don't ask me to be more feminine just to make him see me..

Don't ask me to be an angel infront of him ...

Don't ask me to change this new me to make him fall for me...

DON'T ASK ME TO ACT EXACTLY LIKE HER THAT HE HAS EYES FOR!!

Even she will never see you,I will always encourage you to go catch her because she is my friend...

To you that ask me to change,someone out there will like this new me and accept me for who I am :)

Thank you to my friends that say I'm beautiful but I'm sorry,I just can't accept that statement(I have low self-esteem) Beautiful to me is when my personality is beautiful..not my face..

 

                                                                                                                                                               Rynna<3

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meridias #1
AND WHO THE HELL ARE YOU, articuno??!!!!
You 'just couldn't disagree'???
You really are asking for an explosive punch to that face of yours......
Or better still... Since I'm good with kicks, I'll snap your head.
meridias #2
Omona!!! Reenie dear, who the hell told you all those mean things????
Remember when I said you were pretty? Of course I meant that as I your looks, but when we first met on SWM, I saw you as a sweet, outgoing, and friendly girl! I loved your personality so much and that is why I'm friends with you! If you were all those bad things up there, I wouldn't even come near you!

But I am not any one of those people. I am the type to accept people for who they are.
I don't care if they're ugly or downright scary; if their personalities are acceptable, I will be their friend and stay by their sides until death do us apart!
I know... Cheesy, huh? But that is just who I am, Reenie. I VALUE friendship.
So you can see, right? Me and Anis will be there for you. FB is there for us, so don't hesitate to PM us if you have any problems!

Ah, love. You know, it's never easy to find it since you are so distant from it. Especially if you choose to not accept it.
Truth be told, I have never experienced tough love before. I'm not bragging or anything but I have been living in comfort, without worries that someone will not love me.
But I also understand the pain someone who hasn't experienced love before. I truly do.
So buck up, Reenie! Love makes the world go round! It is essential in our lives. That guy will someday be yours, trust me. If he isn't your Mr. Right, then there are others who will love you, so don't worry.

Cheer up, ne? Your happiness affects me coz you're too fun!
Love, Bunny~ <3
AnisDianaNana #3
Reeniee..... What happened??? WHO SAID STUFF LIKE THAT TO YOU???? es... They don't know what they're asking for...

It's okay Reenie.. I may not really know what's happening, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm always around.. :) FB me anytime!

Hell, I used to punch girls and that had isolated me from the world as well....but I've gotten lucky ever since I met new friends...and this one guy that accepted me and even protected me whenever I'm breaking...
I believe, you will have this ONE guy that will look at you, and ONLY you... He'll be there for you when you need him... Trust me, this guy will come to you one day...
So STAY STRONG! He can't find you if you waver... ;)

I may not be someone you are VERRY close to...but I will always be there for any of my friends... :) So, if you need me, I WILL be there.
articuno #4
i just couldn't disagree
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