So since I only have a few minutes of cruising on AFF, i decided to write this little blog because of all the things going on at the moment!

First, I'm on a hiatus/not a hiatus because not too long ago......my grandfather died of pancreatic cancer :(

So I haven't been in the mood to write because i just...............I was to depressed to do much!

And I won't be for another few days because two days ago was his funeral.

Well although what happened was bad, something good also happened to me to put me on hiatus

I was asked on a date! By a guy i really like so I am kinda cancelled out between sad and happy. Like I'm happy around him, but when I get home I get sad because I have many many pictures of my grandfather. He meant a lot to me! He was like my father to me. My father was never there to support me and my grandfather was. That's why there's a "grand" in front of father. He was more grand than my real dad!

He supported my family and his wife of 48 years. He helped me get braces, he helped me a tiny bit in learning Korean, he also bought me amazing gifts throughout the years.

He also does this weird sound with his mouth when he pokes my sides. It a mix between a chimunk and a record scratching. ahahahaha

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Anyways.....I'm not too into a mood to update my stories. So I hope I get out of it soon to write.

ANYWAYS!

I hope I didn't depress anyone out of a good day ahaha.

Sarang Hae!