i dont usually do this and this is my first blog post.

i just feel like i must write something,since most of you keep asking me why did i delete my fics and why cant i write kiseob pairing anymore.

let's just say

i rp as yoseob in tumblr and a kikwang dated me,and he was a jerk.

treated me badly and me and when i was immature that i dont know what to do except cry and reply to him,though i've matured now.

and also he was dating a changmin,

and basically he gives all of his loves to him,and nothing to me.

probably just wanting me for my body.

and he was also a jerk after we broke up,saying like 'hi ex where are you now,im happy without you'

this makes me dislike both real and this kikwang + changmin.

doesnt know what rp means ? it means roleplay/roleplaying.

it's like you pretend to be some celeb but yes,you dont fool people.let them know you're rp-ing the idol.or not it'll be wrong.

also i feel like my fic .i've kind of changed the way i write fics now so yeah.

so is that clear ? 

you got your answers now.

i dont care if you think im a freak or something.

adios.