All these talk about disbanding and saying 'goodbyes' is making me depressed.
First SS501 then TVXQ...

I watched the X-Concert with SS501 and cried... And I'm serious... I cried when they sang 'Everything' and the members had tears in their eyes...

As for TVXQ well no news yet, but they're nearly there and I'm almost crying at that too.

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And things are going really fast in my life at the moment. Nearly the end of Year 9... its been four years since I've been in Philippines and all these disbanding things are not helping my 'homesickness'.

Then a letter came this morning, telling us to be ready for work experiences... The future right now looks scary to me...