:c My little rant.
by lesleyannhae
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I get upset….reading fan accounts with the idols that I love. It makes me feel like I don’t exist. I know without them, I’d still exist, but I’d be a ghost in a shell, not knowing what to do or how to live. Yes, it is extreme. But when I read these accounts of girls meeting people like SHINee, I just get this feeling down in the pit of my heart. And it makes me want to cry. Will I ever meet them? Will I ever be able to stick my hand out with a note that holds every little thought in my heart about them and they’d accept it? Would they ever see me as more than one ounce of breath in an atmosphere of fans? Would they?
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kimxbb on says:
You will meet them :)
Comatose-Bunny on says:
You could always join the Army with me and get stationed in South Korea so that you're one step closer to your dream~! ^ ^ Did that make you contemplate a smile? If it didn't, I'm sorry for that fail. .__.
Tinkerbell on says:
I know the feeling , and it freaking sucks !! I'll always be one among so many others, and they will never acknowledge me. Man, I feel like going to bed and sleep forever, never wake up and have this terrible thought again !
Fighting, you'll meet your heroes some day !
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