Wow...time does pass away quickly...the 1st assessment is frigging next week, wow...I am not even prepared...

So today, I broke down *in front of my guy friends -> Imagine how embarassing is that*, because, MY GIRL FRIENDS WON'T LISTEN TO MY RANT WHEN I NEED THEM TO LISTEN AND...MY HISTORY ASSESSMENT IS ON THIS THURSDAY AND I AM FEELING THE STRESS....I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HEAR ME OUT!

Not meaning to bringing up the past, but...it didn't hurt me when I have to listen to your rant, so...why couldn't I get the same treatment? Am I unworthy to get it? I am a human too!

Although I am always goofing around, putting on silly smiles and jokes, have you ever tried to listen to me? Even though you can't do anything else to cheer me up, the least is...hear me out...

Sigh...when things come to this, do you know what actually crossed into my mind? Do you wanna know? Well...everytime this happens, I felt unwanted that I feel like dying...dying is a little bit extreme...but, I am this kind of person, what can I do about it? Changing won't do, that's a waste of my time...