I don't know what to do anymore. I feel useless. TToTT

I am not able to update my fics because of writer's block TT It's not that, I don't have ideas. I have it, in my mind. But I don't know how to put them in words. Forgive me, English is not my first language. It's so frustrating.

What should I do? Can anyone help me? I seriously feel hopeless. I don't think I will be able to finish everything that I have started. :(((((