I just didn't know what kind of reaction which likely I had to feel, or must.

So, it's kind of been a long time; since 4 years ago to be exact, I had completely changing my styles of outfits. Not that it was really different and contrast with the style I had before, but I just somehow got more comfortable, and used to that kind of styles.

I really liked to wear boy's outfits. Even to an event which mostly I dressed to be feminine, I coldly dressed as what kind of style which I wanted. And that is wearing boy outfits as well.

Other than that, I felt some of it's advantages too. I got seldom being teased by the unknown guys, even though it wasn't seldom though sometimes they teased me, I somehow feel protected by wearing this kind of outfits.

So, it was when I was talking with my young woman teacher on the side of the road. We talked about lessons, what kind of exact ways to face an examinations, and about our life iike. She dressed like a 'normal' girl, feminine, beautiful, and other. Meanwhile I, I completely dressed like a boy. Loose t-shirt, boy black's bagpack, and a sandal which most likely being wore if we were climbed a mountain.

In the middle of our conversations, she told me about something which related to her future husband, since she isn't married though. And as a playful person I am, I spontaneously teasing her by nudged her on her thighs with my own knees, and asked her who it was, and all she could did was smiled shyly.

The number of persons which passed me and my teacher, eyeing me strangely, and weirdly. I noticed it of course, but I decided to didn't pay a mind to it, and continuing to listen at her story. But then, when those people were walking a little far, they laughed while pointing a fingers and looking at us. My teacher didn't notice it, but I noticed it as well.

Then a flash of mind crashed my thought, that they were actually thinking that .. I was dating my teacher and we are lover as well?!

And they thought that I was liking a girls as well?

A not normal person?!

Then from that events, I just realized that so many of people passing and they were looking at us weirdly, some even giggled and laughed unclearly. They thought that we are lover and was dating as well.

Seriously, never in my life, I want to bang my head against the hard wall.

What was actually they were thinking of? XDDD

I'm 100% a normal person, and even though I dressed up like this, I still fanboygirling over a guys, and liking them as well. As well as fell in love with them and have a crushes here and there with them.

Well,

I didn't understand with my life. LOL XD