I told myself I would be over them, I told myself I wouldn't be upset about it but...

WHY DO I FRIGGIN MISS THEM SO MUCH ALL OF SUDDEN???!!!!!

I told myself I would try hard to live without them in the meanwhile.....and vent all I have into my fanfics and only my fanfics...

But how can I....

....when all I can see is THIS:

One of my favourite scenes of all time in the history of Kpop...

....I still squeal whenever I see it...and ugh...

It goes back to the innocent days of SNSD when they used to smile and look a lot happier and were a lot dorkier....

Now, THAT is my kid leader. The one that I loved and admired.

The natural innocent pretty one.

Even with Teukie, my number one bias that I see every day....

....granted he hasn't changed much but...

...he doesn't creep as much anymore T.T

He was more idolistic back then for sure... :P

FINE, I admit it.

The only difference I can see is Leeteuk's godly hair from back then, OKAY?!
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*shoots the heavily-biased fangirl*

Anyways, here's a pretty Taeyeon pic that I....HAVEN'T SEEN IN A WHILE

*cries*

I miss those days T.T

You know why?

Cause those days came with THIS:

and THIS:

well, maybe not that cuz that was later on but also THIS and THIS and THIS

They tell us not to give up, they tell us to keep trying but how can I when recently all I get is THIS:

Although I must admit it's a hell lot of fun and props to whoever made them....it's just not the same T.T

I miss the days when they were suggestively  flirting and prodding at each other with every glance.

You know, I really envy you HyoHyuk or HaeSica shippers....what with them giving off moments every so often.

As for my fellow TaeTeuk shippers...

I feel your pain T.T

And maybe I'm being an idiot with all this complaining, and I'm sorry you had to go through that but...I just need to vent T.T

I'm so sorry ):

Bit here's something funny I found that I totally love:

Yeah, that's right PJS so you better go back to where you belong or shiz is going down

So who's it gonna be Leeteuk?

KIM TAEYEON...?

OR KANG SORA...?

Face it Jung Soo...she's UNLOYAL (lol, am becoming an *sshole just for TaeTeuk...sorry SOra, I still like you ^^)

So...Leeteuk...

...

Now let's be reasonable, if Leetuek really likes Sora then I will have no choice but to hop ship because his happiness comes first....

BUT HE DOESN'T CAUSE HE LIKES TAEYEON SO I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT

*squeals*

Well, none of this stuff was mine but...

Thanks for lending it to me T.T

...anyways...I feel slightly relieved now...

....but...I could really use a hug.. lol

you know what, here's my new OTP for the mean time....jkjjkjkjkjjkkjkj