first and foremost...happy ing easter to everyone...but I would like to tell you how my easter went..

so...I tell the person that I have fallen in love with that I may be pregnant...I text them this because they didn't answer their phone...guess who texts back?...another girl!!! She went on telling me how nasty I am and how big of a I am and that she wants to fight me...I'm like I don't fight over guys. I have been with him for about 5 months now and wow...apparently they've been together for 5 YEARS!!!!...so basically he cheated on her while he was with me...he told me he loved me...he told me how he wants to move in with me...he told me that he wants me to have his babies....he told me I'm the only one...he told me the name he had tatted across his heart was his mom's name told me all of this..while he was with her. She calls me up and asks me questions and I tell her the truth...so when I ask him about her you know what he said?!..I don't know her...that's noone's name but my mom's...you're crazy...whoever she is is just lying to you...and because I had no proof and because I loved him...I believed him...stupid me. She called me up and said so...how long have ya'll been messing around?..and I told her the truth...I told her everything..I told her how we met at work...and how we've been having for the last 5 months...how he told me he loved me..how we just had at his mom's house just a week ago...so she devised a plan...she said hold on...he's walking up now...she put the phone down and I heard...EVERYTHING!...he denied me...he said I was someone he sold drugs to...that I don't work with him...that I'm nobody...and that I'm lying...it hurt...I heard him say I love you to her...he told her ain't nobody pregnant..all the proof I needed was in that simple phone call...and it stung...my heart broke into a million peices...she got back on the phone and said see?...I wasn't lying..did you hear everything he said?...and I said..yes...I did...he's a lying peice of ...she said I have been with him for 5 years...you're not the only girl...I asked her..you sound like a nice person when you're not cussing people out...why are you still with him if he keeps doing this to you?...she said simple...cause I love him...my name is on him...I want to fix him...I told her good luck with that...he called me up and I answered I said you are a lying piece of !..he didn''t say anything just...what do you mean that you might be pregnant..and I told him it's all there in the text learn to read!..but apparently he's slower than I thought..I told him I am a very irregular person..I have a period maybe once or twice a year..but right after with him...I have had it twice...in the last month..so I looked it up what that could mean...it said that pregnancy could be one of the reasons..he denied it of course...and I told him I hope I'm not...for one I'm too young..and two I don't want a baby by him...especially now...the person that I loved...decieved me...I turned down a lot of good people because I was blind...this happened today..on easter...she's with him when he promised to be with me...I cried myself to sleep twice...but nomore crying...I will NOT let another tear shed for him...James Ward you are scum!...you are a liar and a cheat!...you deserve to be lonely after the things you have been putting girls through!!...you don't deserve love!!...you don't deserve that girl...and you damn sure don't deserve me...you don't deserve to be fixed...you deserve to be broken down!..sigh..I feel much better now...time to take a nap and restart my life...without him in it...