Heyy..

It;s me again..

first of all,

I wanna thank sooo many people who actually read my other blog post

and helped me out! xx

I really appreciate it and i know you guys are really warm hearted people :)

Ily so much! thnx~

Anyway,

With the problem..

Today, i guess..

Well... :/ i realise something really heartbreaking :'(

At first, i trid to talk to him but i was kinda a fail :s

but like i gave him a small present cuz i didn't want it

Then things were like all smooth

but then..

This friend i have,

She is like taking all the attnetion and he likes her now..

well im sure of it.. the signs are so definite..

:(

My friend isn;t that popular or anything but she has this "thing" with boys

and she alreasdy has a boyfriend and she flirts with other guys in class.

Ok first,

i wanna say she's not a

she just has this way to get to boys.. :/

annoys me and ma friends as well but oh well..

Just the way she is..

And like.. i never thought she would hog it like this as well..

Well it's not rlli her but the boy i like is always following her around and idk how i can make him notice me..

Time's already tickinh so fast

as the hols began already and like idk what to do..

My friend isn;t rlli hogging him but he likes her (i think)

and like it makes me feel as she's hogging him like she does with every guy..

I usually never get crushes and this is a special little thing for me and her hogging it just makes me feel so deflated..

And i can;t rlli tell any of my friends i like him because it would be way too embarrassing and i think time needs to pass until i can tell them..

because i've been kinda acting like i don't like him infront of ma friends so they don't get any wrong ideas..

is that a bad idea..? :/

So i guess im alone in this..

But i know u guys helped me and i love u guys for it! xx

:

but things are getting rlli out of hand and i know i can't control his feelings nor make him like me

so it's just a matter of time..