Hey Everyone!

JoJochoco here ;)

As you know, I am 14 and currently in middle school in Australia.

And uh..

I am Korean.

And it's rlli embarrasing for me to say this ><

But i rlli need help..

Im having Boy trouble..

I am the really quiet and antisocial type who doesn't talk to alot of people

except girls, because like im really shy around boys and like i prefer to talk to girls..

and those girls, i mean those ones who are not as pretty

but like just the same as me. Because, i find that it's vry uncomfortable for me to be around ppl with higher standards than me..

Anyway, there is this guy in my class

and he's korean as well..

I sorta like him but then im too shy to actually like do anything

and i never talk to him, as i said

i don't talk to boys cuz im shy around them..

like he seems to notice me bcause im da only korean girl in class

but like.. -_-

we just never talk..

And well, there are 2 korean guys in ma class.

The one i sorta like and the other one is a total Pain in the , who is a ing show off and is anorexic.

U know those boys

Anyway,

that butthole is always in da way

and it makes it rlli hand for me to go on with school life.. :s

firstly, he GOSSIPS

I know, ur probs like

WTF?

but it's true.. he does..

and guess what, he has a twin brother who is much worser.

and the butthole is always around the guy i like

and it makes me feel really uncomfortable around him.. :(

I want to talk to him (aka the guy i like)

and i wanna get to know him more

but it's impossible for me..

And like ppl have said to me: be brave and take the risk, u never know! he might have liked u as well

Yeah like me my .

Im like rlli..

I feel as im not good enuf for him..

i feel as im not good enuf for any boy..

i mean like i have some "Skin sensitivities" on my legs which make it look a bit ugly

and like yeah..

that's what i rlli hate bout maself..

and im rlli dumb, while he's so smart..

But i'm at the top of class in Literacy and english lolz

What should i do??! :(

I could just cry my heart out..

I feel so frustrated yet trapped..

I like him but i dunno if he feels the same..

he probs dusn't cuz like im not good at his strong interest: Maths (i think that;s his interest..-_-)

Since he's like rlli good

:(

I feel so trapped and i've usually never felt like this bfore..

sure i had crushes before but it was just like probs lust..

but this is probs the first time i felt like this.. :/

I feel s angry and upset at myself for lacking so much,..

i just don't have the confidence

and it feels as i care too much about wat others think bout me.. :(

What should i do?

Please help me..

Mostly preferred if u privately inboxed me

but commenting is fine too..