As it pains me a lot to say this, there is a very great possibility that I will leave Asianfanfics when June starts. Not just a partial hiatus, but maybe a total end-of-the-world-deactivation kind of leave and there really are no other words to say how depressing this is to me. It gets me bothered that my mother herself, who previously was the one who had always encouraged me to write (anything not just fanfiction), had told me that I should quit this. Reality is not yet satisfied therefore I cannot comply to fulfill my fantasy needs. The hardest thing is that I don't know how to stop myself from writing; it has grown out of hobby and love for various things. I can and have to focus so much more on my academics and Mother says I should not be staying up late at night to finish a chapter, but to be studying. I wanted to do so many new projects, new stories, and I wanted to read a lot here too and meet new people.

But it's just a possibility. Occasionally maybe I will still write and post, but practically not anymore the longer chapter-filled ones. Maybe a simple oneshot when I am not busy, but more often than not, I will be very busy. I'm still undecided if it'll be a partial hiatus or a total blackout. Nonetheless, for those subscribed, don't un-subscribe just yet. I will come back...maybe. My on-going stories will be finished before June starts (before my birthday) and more about this 'leave' shall be clearer by then. But if ever I do leave, I will be very much likely to come back after a year or so. Hmm, will you wait for me by then?

Love you guys!

♥ s h i n h y u n a e