Though I miss you so much, though it's so hard

I need to withstand it alone

Because I can't let late regrets and exhausted tears remain in me

 

 

Kang Hye Jin

nicknames; Jinah

age; 18

birthdate; April 21

birthplace; Incheon, South Korea

hometown; Incheon, South Korea

ethnicity; Pure Korean

height; 169 cm

weight; 44 kg

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personality; 

She acts boyish but will always be a girl in heart. Part of her being boyish is hating cute acts. She definitely hates super cute things. She can't stand a thing. Besides from being boyish, she is also a quiet person. She won't talk or say anything unless she's required to. Sometimes, people see her as a cold person. But once they knew her personally, she is a really caring one. She likes to be alone for it is the only the time she could have her quiet time. She likes quietness but won't be angry if there would be noises everywhere. Just pissed. She was never angry. She could only be so pissed people thought that she's angry. She doesn't like bothering other people. As long as she can do it herself, she do it alone. 

Since she grew up only having her father, she acts motherly too. She thinks, acts, and talks maturely. She doesn't like it when people consider or treat her like a 10-year old kid. She doesn't like to be pitied only because she grew up motherless and had a hard life when she was young. She doesn't like being taken pictures too. She never considered herself really pretty just like others. She was never really confident on how she looks. She would always ask other people's opinions when it comes to fashion and beautification. She doesn't think she's photogenic. So whenever a picture of her needs to be taken, she always uses her fierce / poker face whereas she feels more confident to. Because of this, people thinks she's really a cold person.

likes; 

blogging

quiet places

books, especially mystery books

stars

coffee, either cold or hot

classical music

bracelets, made up of either bronze metal or wood

movies

dislikes; 

noisy people

smokers

crowded places

hot weather

animals

cute or girly stuff

messy things

hobbies; 

blogging

reading books

observing people

watching the night sky

listening to classical music

habits; 

When she's nervous, she continuously tap something with her fingers.

When she's wrong, she poke her forehead until her finger hurts.

When she's pissed, she suddenly became quiet and listen to music.

When she's sad, she hide behind her books and just read quietly while crying. When someone notices it, she just tells them the story was so sad it made her cry.

When she's bored, she sits in a corner to either sleep, observe people, read books, or blog.

When she's happy, she pokes her cheeks nonstop.

fears; 

Acrophobia / fear of heights

fear of someone dying

trivias; 

She was known in the internet as 'Elecronic Jin', in short 'E.Jin.'

She once dreamt of being an astronaut.

During her birthdays, she usually go alone and don't celebrate it with others. Instead, she stays in her mother's grave the whole day.

When she was younger, she tried to commit suicide by cutting her wrist. Fortunately, her father found her and sent her immediately to the hospital.

She has a collection totaling to 254 books and 84 bracelets.

She likes to compose sad songs.

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parents; 

Kang Sam Dong, 45 , hotel manager , father

siblings; n/a

other famous relatives; n/a

history;

Her mother was a cook at the hotel her father was formerly working in. Her parents met there and fell in love. When her mother bore her, the doctor told her it would be difficult to have Jinah. The doctor warned her that there would be a possibility that they would choose who's life to save when Hye Jin will go out. Still, her mother continued to have her. Her mother died giving birth to her. Because of that, she grew up being the 'mother' of the house. At first, her father became so devastated at the loss of her mother. He became drunk and useless. Her life became hard. Neighbors pitied Jinah and did the effort of feeding her and sending her to school. When she was 8 years old, she can't handle her life. She tried to commit suicide but she didn't succeed. Her father found her bleeding on the floor and was shocked that an 8-year child would do such. He was afraid to lose another family. He immediately sent her to the hospital. Since then, her father changed. He worked hard and tried to give the best to Hye Jin. So when she decided to audition, he gave her full support about it.

friends; 

So Hyun / 4minute

Chang Sub / BtoB

rivals; 

Eun Ji / APink

love interest; 

Hyun Seong / Boyfriend

Onew / SHINee

love interest's status; crush

how you guys met;

They met in the backstage of one of the shows his groups and her group both guested in. As a rookie, it was very obvious to her that she was very nervous. As a sunbae, he tried to comfort her and cheeer her after then. She was very thankful to him but was so stunned and starstrucked at how that person is so kind despite of him being an idol. Since then, Jinah had a crush at that person.

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years trained; 3 years and 8 months

discovery; discovered through her covers in YouTube and was then told to audition

specialty; Rap, Dance

specialty links; 

Rap : 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05

Dance : 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06

experience(s); n/a

idol trainer; n/a

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stage name; E.Jin

stage persona; Silent Empress

main style on stage; 

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05

fanclub name; E.Loves

fanclub colour; #41627E

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ulzzang name; Baek Su Min 

ulzzang pictures; 

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 |05 | 06 | 07 | 08 

favourite styles off stage; 

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05

extra features; a scar  on her left wrist from the suicide incident

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password;

I found many but these are the ones I laughed the most! xD

suggestions;

extras;

I know I'm not in the position to do this but I gonna do it anyways. I know Baek Su Min is quiet popular for some and is really pretty for me. Many would like her as their ulzzang. Well, at least there would be if not many. All I'm trying to say is, if ever that person who also uses Baek Su Min and I would be both chosen (I'm sorry if I'm presuming), I would really really really really would want to have Baek Su Min. Some of the personality I put was based on how I see her in her photos and such. I really really really really thank you! :* But if I can't change your mind, it's just fine. You're the author after all. :)

Thank you and good luck with this fic! :D